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own as much about women then, as now, I should have had it out, with short delay, to some understanding between us. But in that subject one loves and learns. And one thing I have learned is this, that jealousy throws its illusions on every word and look and act. I went to my room and sat down for a bit of reckoning. Hope had ceased to love me, I felt sure, and how was I to win her back? After all my castle building what was I come to? I heard my door open presently, and then I lifted my head. Uncle Eb stood near me in his stocking feet and shirt-sleeves. 'In trouble,' he whispered. 'In trouble,' I said. ''Bout Hope?' 'It's about Hope.' 'Don't be hasty. Hope'll never go back on you,' he whispered. 'She doesn't love me,' I said impulsively. 'She doesn't care the snap of her finger for me. 'Don't believe it,' he answered calmly. 'Not a single word of it. Thet woman--she's tryin' t' keep her away from ye--but 'twon't make no differ'nce. Not a bit. 'I must try to win her back--someway--somehow,' I whispered. 'Gi n ye the mitten?' he asked. 'That's about it,' I answered, going possibly too far in the depth of my feeling. 'Whew w!' he softly whistled. 'Wall, it takes two mittens t'make a pair--ye'll hev t'ask her ag in. 'Yes I cannot give her up,' I said decisively, 'I must try to win her back. It isn't fair. I have no claim upon her. But I must do it. 'Consarn it! women like t'be chased,' he said. 'It's their natur'. What do they fix up so fer--di'mon's an' silks an' satins--if 'tain't t'set men a chasm 'uv 'em? You'd otter enjoy it. Stick to her--jes' like a puppy to a root. Thet's my advice.' 'Hope has got too far ahead of me,' I said. 'She can marry a rich man if she wishes to, and I don't see why she shouldn't. What am I, anyhow, but a poor devil just out of college and everything to win? It makes me miserable to think here in this great house how small I am.' 'There's things goin' if happen,' Uncle Eb whispered. 'I can't tell ye what er when but they're goin' if happen an' they're goin' if change everything. We sat thinking a while then. I knew what he meant--that I was to conquer the world, somehow, and the idea seemed to me so absurd I could hardly help laughing as melancholy as I felt. 'Now you go if bed,' he said, rising and gently touching my head with his hand. 'There's things goin' t'happen, boy--take my word fer it. I got in bed late at night but there was no sleep for
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