FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297  
298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322   >>   >|  
You are unjust; I found him sincerely repentant," observed the prince, after listening for a time. "What is the good of repentance like that? It is the same exactly as mine yesterday, when I said, 'I am base, I am base,'--words, and nothing more!" "Then they were only words on your part? I thought, on the contrary..." "Well, I don't mind telling you the truth--you only! Because you see through a man somehow. Words and actions, truth and falsehood, are all jumbled up together in me, and yet I am perfectly sincere. I feel the deepest repentance, believe it or not, as you choose; but words and lies come out in the infernal craving to get the better of other people. It is always there--the notion of cheating people, and of using my repentant tears to my own advantage! I assure you this is the truth, prince! I would not tell any other man for the world! He would laugh and jeer at me--but you, you judge a man humanely." "Why, Keller said the same thing to me nearly word for word a few minutes ago!" cried Muishkin. "And you both seem inclined to boast about it! You astonish me, but I think he is more sincere than you, for you make a regular trade of it. Oh, don't put on that pathetic expression, and don't put your hand on your heart! Have you anything to say to me? You have not come for nothing..." Lebedeff grinned and wriggled. "I have been waiting all day for you, because I want to ask you a question; and, for once in your life, please tell me the truth at once. Had you anything to do with that affair of the carriage yesterday?" Lebedeff began to grin again, rubbed his hands, sneezed, but spoke not a word in reply. "I see you had something to do with it." "Indirectly, quite indirectly! I am speaking the truth--I am indeed! I merely told a certain person that I had people in my house, and that such and such personages might be found among them." "I am aware that you sent your son to that house--he told me so himself just now, but what is this intrigue?" said the prince, impatiently. "It is not my intrigue!" cried Lebedeff, waving his hand. "It was engineered by other people, and is, properly speaking, rather a fantasy than an intrigue!" "But what is it all about? Tell me, for Heaven's sake! Cannot you understand how nearly it touches me? Why are they blackening Evgenie Pavlovitch's reputation?" Lebedeff grimaced and wriggled again. "Prince!" said he. "Excellency! You won't let me tell you the
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   273   274   275   276   277   278   279   280   281   282   283   284   285   286   287   288   289   290   291   292   293   294   295   296   297  
298   299   300   301   302   303   304   305   306   307   308   309   310   311   312   313   314   315   316   317   318   319   320   321   322   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Lebedeff

 

people

 

prince

 

intrigue

 
wriggled
 

speaking

 

sincere

 

repentance

 
repentant
 

yesterday


carriage
 
affair
 

understand

 

rubbed

 

blackening

 

touches

 

waiting

 

Excellency

 

grinned

 

sneezed


Pavlovitch
 

reputation

 

Prince

 

grimaced

 

question

 

Evgenie

 
properly
 
fantasy
 

waving

 
engineered

indirectly

 

Indirectly

 
impatiently
 

Cannot

 

personages

 
Heaven
 
person
 

Keller

 

actions

 

falsehood


jumbled

 

telling

 

Because

 
choose
 

perfectly

 
deepest
 

listening

 

observed

 

unjust

 
sincerely