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sent back his boots to be brushed a second time. A more smoothly fitting pair of gloves Bond Street never saw. "But you have not the air," said he to Macleod, "of a young fellow going to see his sweetheart. What is the matter, man?" Macleod hesitated for a moment. "Well, I am anxious she should impress you favorably," said he, frankly; "and it is an awkward position for her--and she will be embarrassed, no doubt--and I have some pity for her, and almost wish some other way had been taken--" "Oh, nonsense?" the major said, cheerfully. "You need not be nervous on her account. Why, man, the silliest girl in the world could impose on an old fool like me. Once upon a time, perhaps, I may have considered myself a connoisseur--well, you know, Macleod, I once had a waist like the rest of you; but now, bless you, if a tolerably pretty girl only says a civil word or two to me, I begin to regard her as if I were her guardian angel--_in loco parentis_, and that kind of thing--and I would sooner hang myself than scan her dress or say a word about her figure. Do you think she will be afraid of a critic with one eye? Have courage, man. I dare bet a sovereign she is quite capable of taking care of herself. It's her business." Macleod flushed quickly, and the one eye of the major caught that sudden confession of shame or resentment. "What I meant was," he said, instantly, "that nature had taught the simplest of virgins a certain trick of fence--oh yes, don't you be afraid. Embarrassment! If there is any one embarrassed, it will not be me, and it will not be she. Why, she'll begin to wonder whether you are really one of the Macleods, if you show yourself nervous, apprehensive, frightened like this." "And indeed, Stuart," said he, rising as if to shake off some weight of gloomy feeling, "I scarcely know what is the matter with me. I ought to be the happiest man in the world; and sometimes this very happiness seems so great that it is like to suffocate me--I cannot breathe fast enough; and then, again, I get into such unreasoning fears and troubles--Well, let us get out into the fresh air." The major carefully smoothed his hat once more, and took up his cane. He followed Macleod down stairs--like Sancho Panza waiting on Don Quixote, as he himself expressed it; and then the two friends slowly sauntered away northward on this fairly clear and pleasant December morning. "Your nerves are not in a healthy state, that's the f
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