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way. Since we got into the hole through our own carelessness, let us work our own way out." "Humph! More sentiment. You'd make your family pay for your weakness. However," Aunt Clara rose with the air of having done her whole duty, "I've made my offer. It is for you to decide. I will now go into the other room while you and Shirley talk it over. I make it a rule never to intrude into discussions between husband and wife." She moved toward the living-room. David ushered her to the door and closed it behind her. Then he turned to Shirley. . . . . He had made many mistakes, no doubt, been as weak and foolish as Aunt Clara said. But they had been loving faults, born of a deep desire to make Shirley happy. And he had atoned for them. He had declared himself to his world a failure; he had swallowed and forgiven the word that ought never to be on a wife's tongue. Because it seemed best for her, he had given up a work that was very dear to him, even in failure; how dear, he had not known until he had resigned it, as he thought, forever. He had taken unto himself a master and a task that to his cast of mind could never be aught but drudgery. It was no easy thing he had done. But he had not whimpered, he had made an effort, none the less brave because so boyishly obvious, to keep up a smiling front. He had sought to offer his gift from the heart, ungrudgingly, because he had loved her, still loved her, he thought. That which they had now to decide seemed big and vital to him. His pride was touched. A need was involved. Good sense might counsel acceptance of Aunt Clara's offer, but he thought it cowardly. Since they had failed in the issue of making a living, the brave course was to retrieve that failure by themselves. More--it did not seem to him the act of a loving woman to leave him, even for a few months, when his need of her and her love was greatest. He did not ask her to count the cost of his gift; he knew she could not. He did want her to _justify_ the gift, to prove that the love for which he had paid so big a price was real love dwelling in a fine brave woman's heart. . . Shirley was sitting at the table. He went to a chair across from her. She looked up eagerly. "Shirley, shall you mind very much if I say, no?" "I think the only sensible thing is to take her at her word." "Perhaps. But I'd rather not be under obligations to--to anybody." "Oh, that's just sentiment, as Aunt C
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