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ne like me is only in the way in such a place, unless she sits quiet in a corner. That is all very well for a little time, but it soon becomes stupid enough." "But you are not a little girl. You are fifteen," said Christie. "Yes, I am too old to be contented with a seat in a corner, so I don't like parties yet. And I do believe father thinks it is because I am so sensible." Christie could not help laughing at the half-grave, half-comic way in which this was spoken. "It must be very pleasant to be a belle, however," continued Gertrude, meditatively, "to have all eyes fixed on you in admiration, and to eclipse all the rest of the stars." "But that doesn't often happen, except in books, I fancy," said Christie. "Well, I suppose not. It couldn't happen very often. But it must be delightful when it _does_ happen. Don't you think so?" she added, as Christie's face grew grave. "Wouldn't you like to shine, as Miss Atherton will, at the Youngs' to-night?" "You forget I don't know about these things," said Christie. "Nonsense! You can imagine how it would seem. I can imagine how it would seem to be drawn over the snow by reindeer, or to be carried away in a balloon. Now, tell me--wouldn't you like to be beautiful and rich, and admired by everybody?" "I can imagine something I would like far better." "What, the model farm, and to live at home? Oh, but if you are to wish, you know, you may as well wish for riches and beauty and all the rest at once! You would never stop short at your farm and contentment, if you had your wish." Christie shook her head. "I think I would not wish at all." "Do you mean that you are so satisfied with your lot that you would not have it different if your wish could change it?" asked Miss Gertrude, in some surprise. Christie hesitated a moment. "I mean that I don't know what is best for me or for those I love, and He who has appointed our lot does; and so all things are best as they are." "Do you mean that you would rather be as you are, living away from home, among strangers, poor and not very strong, than to have all that we sometimes talk about, and to be able to be benevolent and live at home with your sisters?" "Ah, that would be very pleasant; at least, it seems so now. But still it might not be best for us. If it would be best, we should have it so, I am quite sure." Gertrude opened her eyes in amazement. "But I don't know what you mean by
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