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her hair. The emaciation of her face, and the hollow shades beneath her cheek-bones, made her mouth seem redder and fuller, though a little line on each side, where it joined the cheek, gave it a tragic droop. And her hands! When her fingers met his he recalled having once picked up, in the winter woods, the little feather-light skeleton of a frozen bird--and that was what her touch was like. And it was he who had brought her to this by his cruelty, his obtuseness, his base readiness to believe the worst of her! He did not want to pour himself out in self-accusation--that seemed too easy a way of escape. He wanted simply to take her in his arms, to ask her to give him one more chance--and then to show her! And all the while he was paralyzed by the group in the window. "Can't we go out? I must speak to you," he began again nervously. "Not this afternoon--the doctor is coming. Tomorrow----" "I can't wait for tomorrow!" She made a faint, imperceptible gesture, which read to his eyes: "You've waited a whole year." "Yes, I know," he returned, still constrained by the necessity of muffling his voice, of perpetually measuring the distance between themselves and the window. "I know what you might say--don't you suppose I've said it to myself a million times? But I didn't know--I couldn't imagine----" She interrupted him with a rapid movement. "What do you know now?" "What you promised Langhope----" She turned her startled eyes on him, and he saw the blood run flame-like under her skin. "But _he_ promised not to speak!" she cried. "He hasn't--to me. But such things make themselves known. Should you have been content to go on in that way forever?" She raised her head and her eyes rested in his. "If you were," she answered simply. "Justine!" Again she checked him with a silencing motion. "Please tell me just what has happened." "Not now--there's too much else to say. And nothing matters except that I'm with you." "But Mr. Langhope----" "He asks you to come. You're to see Cicely to-morrow." Her lower lip trembled a little, and a tear flowed over and hung on her lashes. "But what does all that matter now? We're together after this horrible year," he insisted. She looked at him again. "But what is really changed?" "Everything--everything! Not changed, I mean--just gone back." "To where...we were...before?" she whispered; and he whispered back: "To where we were before." There was a
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