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she could see a look of suffering cross his face, and coming still closer, she sank down on the ottoman, laying her hand on his. "John...oh, John, spare me," she whispered. For a moment his hand lay quiet under hers; then he drew it out, and enclosed her trembling fingers. "Very well--I'll give him a chance--I'll do nothing," he said, suddenly putting his other arm about her. The reaction caught her by the throat, forcing out a dry sob or two; and as she pressed her face against him he raised it up and gently kissed her. But even as their lips met she felt that they were sealing a treaty with dishonour. That his kiss should come to mean that to her! It was unbearable--worse than any personal pain--the thought of dragging him down to falsehood through her weakness. She drew back and rose to her feet, putting aside his detaining hand. "No--no! What am I saying? It can't be--you must tell the truth." Her voice gathered strength as she spoke. "Oh, forget what I said--I didn't mean it!" But again he seemed sunk in inaction, like a man over whom some baneful lethargy is stealing. "John--John--forget!" she repeated urgently. He looked up at her. "You realize what it will mean?" "Yes--I realize.... But it must be.... And it will make no difference between us...will it?" "No--no. Why should it?" he answered apathetically. "Then write--tell Mr. Langhope not to give him the place. I want it over." He rose slowly to his feet, without looking at her again, and walked over to the desk. She sank down on the ottoman and watched him with burning eyes while he drew forth a sheet of note-paper and began to write. But after he had written a few words he laid down his pen, and swung his chair about so that he faced her. "I can't do it in this way," he exclaimed. "How then? What do you mean?" she said, starting up. He looked at her. "Do you want the story to come from Wyant?" "Oh----" She looked back at him with sudden insight. "You mean to tell Mr. Langhope yourself?" "Yes. I mean to take the next train to town and tell him." Her trembling increased so much that she had to rest her hands against the edge of the ottoman to steady herself. "But if...if after all...Wyant should not speak?" "Well--if he shouldn't? Could you bear to owe our safety to _him_?" "Safety!" "It comes to that, doesn't it, if _we're_ afraid to speak?" She sat silent, letting the bitter truth of this sink into her
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