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wrung out of it." Justine bent her puzzled brows on him. "I could understand that view of moral suffering--or even of physical pain moderate enough to leave the mind clear, and to call forth qualities of endurance and renunciation. But where the body has been crushed to a pulp, and the mind is no more than a machine for the registering of sense-impressions of physical anguish, of what use can such suffering be to its owner--or to the divine will?" The young rector looked at her sadly, almost severely. "There, Miss Brent, we touch on inscrutable things, and human reason must leave the answer to faith." Justine pondered. "So that--one may say--Christianity recognizes no exceptions--?" "None--none," its authorized exponent pronounced emphatically. "Then Christianity and science are agreed." She rose, and the young rector, with visible reluctance, stood up also. "That, again, is one of the most striking evidences--" he began; and then, as the necessity of taking leave was forced upon him, he added appealingly: "I understand your uncertainties, your questionings, and I wish I could have made my point clearer----" "Thank you; it is quite clear. The reasons, of course, are different; but the result is exactly the same." She held out her hand, smiling sadly on him, and with a sudden return of youth and self-consciousness, he murmured shyly: "I feel for you"--the man in him yearning over her loneliness, though the pastor dared not press his help.... XXVIII THAT evening, when Justine took her place at the bedside, and the other two nurses had gone down to supper, Bessy turned her head slightly, resting her eyes on her friend. The rose-shaded lamp cast a tint of life on her face, and the dark circles of pain made her eyes look deeper and brighter. Justine was almost deceived by the delusive semblance of vitality, and a hope that was half anguish stirred in her. She sat down by the bed, clasping the hand on the sheet. "You feel better tonight?" "I breathe...better...." The words came brokenly, between long pauses, but without the hard agonized gasps of the previous night. "That's a good sign." Justine paused, and then, letting her fingers glide once or twice over the back of Bessy's hand--"You know, dear, Mr. Amherst is coming," she leaned down to say. Bessy's eyes moved again, slowly, inscrutably. She had never asked for her husband. "Soon?" she whispered. "He had started on a long
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