alk frankly and easily enough at
times, and spend an hour or two together, or when her father was asleep,
with the greatest friendliness; and meanwhile I, poor fool, was thinking
how wise and prudent I was; and what mighty progress I was making by
these crooked ways.
In Easter week we had a great happiness--so great that it near broke me
down in my resolution--and I would to God it had--(at least in certain
moods I wish so).
I was returning along the Barkway road from a meadow where I had been to
look to the new lambs, in my working dress, when I heard a horse coming
behind me. I stepped aside to let him go by, when I heard myself called.
"My man," said the voice. "Can you tell me where is Mr. Jermyn's house?"
"Yes, sir," I said. "I am going there myself."
He was a grave-looking gentleman, very dark; and as I looked at him I
remembered him; but I could see he did not remember me, and no wonder,
for he had only seen me once, on a very agitating occasion, for a short
while. He was riding a very good horse, which was going lame, but
without any servant, and he had his valise strapped on the crupper. In
appearance he was a country-squire on his way to town. I determined to
give him a surprise as we went along.
"I hope you are well, Mr. Hamerton," I said.
He gave a great start at that, and looked at me closely.
"I do not remember you," he said. "And why do you call me Mr. Hamerton?"
"I knew that is not the name you were usually known by, father. Would
you be easier if I called you Mr. Young?"
"I give it up," he said. "Who are you, sir?"
"Do you remember a young man," I said, "a year and a half ago, who came
into Mr. Chiffinch's inner parlour on a certain occasion? You were
sitting near His Royal Highness; His Majesty was at the end of the
table; and by you was Father Bedingfeld who died in prison in December."
He smiled at me.
"I remember everything except the young man," he said. "So you are he.
And what is your name, sir?"
I told him.
"I am Mr. Jermyn's cousin," I said. "And I have been looking after his
lambs for him. I would there was some spiritual shepherd who would look
after us. We have not heard mass since Christmas." (For we had ridden
over to Standon on that day.)
He seemed altogether easier at that.
"Why, that can be remedied to-morrow," he said. "If you have an altar
stone and linen and vestments. I have all else with me."
We had these, and I told him so.
"Then you mean
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