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head against his breast, his right arm was round her just above the knees, and he rocked her gently. Oh! the heavenly, comforting bliss! History was repeating itself, for Leonie, with great dry sobs shaking her from head to feet, was snuffling into Jan Cuxson's collar as she had snuffled into his father's years ago. "Beloved!" Sobs. "Beloved! there is nothing to cry about--_nothing_! As I am holding you now, so shall I always hold you, and no harm can come to you from ocean, tempest or life. _Nothing_ can hurt you because I love you!" Sobs. "_Leonie_!" She lay absolutely still, unconsciously counting the beats of his heart which was thudding heavily against her right shoulder, and waiting for the moment when she would find the strength at last to turn down her "empty glass." "Leonie! you've got to listen to me now, and I am not going to ask you to decide because Fate has decided for you. And oh! beloved, beloved, thank heaven that there is still time, that you are still free, that heaven instead of hell is waiting for you. Yes! dear heart. Fate has decided!" He stroked her hair as he looked down into the little face crushed against his shoulder, and shifted her a wee bit that she might rest more comfortably. Leonie closed her eyes and trembled from head to foot as Fate pinched the decision between claw-like thumb and finger so that it was stillborn. "Dear," continued Jan Cuxson as he gently patted her shoulder with his left hand, "dear, oh! my dear, just as I hold you now, so I shall always hold you. I am going to keep you, marry you, and take you right away to India next week; I'll telegraph that my things are not to be put on board to-morrow. You must have a nervous breakdown to-day, _you_ darling, just to think of _that_," and his laugh rang out against the sullen stillness of the dawn, "then we will slip away, and get married, and--oh! Leonie, I _love_ you." Leonie said no word, but from her head to her feet swept a thrill which the man felt from his feet to his head. He laughed again, laughed as a god might laugh with the world in his hand, and crushed her fiercely to him. "Beloved! I love you! love you! love you! And you? Tell me you love me! Why, you dare not look me in the face and say no! You love me, dear! You are part of me; you are bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh! Sorrow shall not touch you when you are all mine, your joys shall be my joys! And--beloved, my
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