s never any more."
And then she cried harder than ever. Regular rivers. I didn't know the
top of your head could hold so much water.
But she said there would never be any more, for she'd never had any
peace since the way I looked at her that day, and she couldn't stand it
any longer. She didn't know why I had that effect on her, but I did, and
she'd sent for me to talk about it.
Well, we talked. I told her I didn't think just being sorry was enough,
and I asked her how sorry was she.
"I don't know," she said, and then she began on tears again, so I
thought I'd better be quick while the feeling lasted.
"Well, you know, Miss Bray," I began, "Pinkie Moore hasn't been adopted
yet. She never will be while the ladies think what you told them is
true. You ought to write a letter to the Board and tell them what you
said wasn't so."
"I can't!" she said; and then more fountains flowed. "I can't tell them
I told a story!"
"But that's what you did," I said. "And when you've done a mean thing,
there isn't but one way to undo it--own up and take what comes. But it's
nothing to a conscience that's got you, and is never going to let you go
until you do the square thing. If you want peace, it's the only way to
get it."
"But I can't write a letter; I'm so nervous I couldn't compose a line."
And you never would have known her voice. It was as quavery as old
Doctor Fleury's, the Methodist preacher who's laid off from work.
"I'll write it for you." And I hopped for the things in her desk. "You
can copy it when you feel better." And, don't you know, she let me do
it! After three tryings I finished it, then read it out loud:
DEAR LADIES,--If any one applies for Pinkie Moore, I hope you will
let her go. Pinkie is the best and most useful girl in the Asylum.
More than two years ago I said differently. It was wrong in me, and
Pinkie isn't untruthful. She hasn't a bad temper, and never in her
life took anything that didn't belong to her. I am sorry I said
what I did. She don't know it and never will, and I hope you will
forgive me for saying it.
Respectfully,
MOLLIE E. BRAY.
When I was through she cried still harder, and said she'd lose her
place. She knew she would. I told her she wouldn't. I knew she wouldn't.
And after a while she sat up in bed and copied it. Some of her tears
blotted it, but I told her that didn't matter, and when I got up to go
she looked better alrea
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