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ht. What if it should be taken away, if she should find she had never had it, at all . . . ? The idea was so acute an anguish to her that she startled herself by a cry of suffering. Agnes' voice behind her asked tremblingly, "Did you call me, Miss Marise?" Marise shifted her position, drew a breath, and answered in a hard tone, "No." She knew with one corner of her mind that Agnes must be terrified. What if she were? Marise's life-long habit of divining another's need and ministering to it, vanished like a handful of dust in a storm. What did she care about Agnes? What did she care about anything in the world but that she should have back again what she had valued so little as to lose it from her mind altogether? All of her own energy was strained in the bitterness of keeping her soul alive till Neale should come. She had not the smallest atom of strength to care about the needs of anyone else. She looked up at the stars, disdainful of them. How small they were, how unimportant in the scheme of things, so much less able to give significance to the universe, than the presence of integrity in a human soul. If she could have Neale back again, as she had always had him without thinking of it, if she could have her faith in him again, the skies might shrivel up like a scroll, but something eternal would remain in her life. * * * * * It seemed to her that she heard a faint sound in the distance, on the road, and her strength ran out of her like water. She tried to stand up but could not. Yes, it was the car, approaching. The two glaring headlights swept the white road, stopped, and went out. For an instant the dark mass stood motionless in the starlight. Then something moved, a man's tall figure came up the path. "Is that you, Marise?" asked Neale's voice. She had not breath to speak, but all of her being cried out silently to him the question which had had all the day such a desperate meaning for her, "Is that _you_, Neale?" PART IV CHAPTER XXIV NEALE'S RETURN July 22. Evening. He stooped to kiss her and sank down beside her where she sat cowering in the dark. Although she could not see his face clearly Marise knew from his manner that he was very tired, from the way he sat down, taking off his cap, and his attitude as he leaned his head back against the pillar. She knew this without thinking about it, mechanically, with the automatic certaint
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