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there by myself. And I stood and looked over to Swayne's Oak and thought to myself if only it all could happen again, and a dog might come with a rush and kiss me, and paw me with his dirty paws! And then if you--_you_--_you_ were to come out of the little coppice, and come to the rescue, all wet through and dripping, how I would take you in my arms, and keep you, and not let you go to be shot. I _would_. And I would say to you:--'I have found you in time, my darling, I have found you, in time to save you. And now that I have found you, I will keep you, like this. And you would look at me, and see that it was not a forward girl, but me myself, your very own, come for you.... I wonder what you would have said." "I wonder what I should have said. I think I know, though. I should have said that although a perfect stranger, I should like, please, to remain in Heaven as long--I am quoting Mrs. Bailey--as it was no inconvenience. I might have said, while in Heaven, that we were both under a misapprehension, having taken for granted occurrences, to the development of which our subsequent experiences were essential. But I should have indulged the misapprehension...." "Of course you would. Any man in his senses would...." "I agree with you." "Unless he was married or engaged or something." "That might complicate matters. Morality is an unknown quantity.... But, darling, let's drop talking nonsense...." "No--don't let's! It's such sensible nonsense. Indeed, dearest, I saw it all plain, as I stood there yesterday at Arthur's Bridge. I saw what it had all meant. I did not know _at the time_, but I should have done so if I had not been a fool. I did not see then why I stood watching you till you were out of sight. But I do see now." Adrian answered seriously, thoughtfully, as one who would fain get to the heart of a mystery. "I knew quite well then--I am convinced of it--why I turned, when I thought I was out of sight, to see if you were still there. I turned because my heart was on fire--because my world was suddenly filled with a girl I had exchanged fifty words with. I was not unhappy before you dawned--only tranquil." "What were you thinking of, just before you saw me, when you were wading through the wet fern? I think _I_ was only thinking how wet the ferns must have been. How little I thought then who the man was, with the dog! You were only 'the man' then." "And then--I got shot! I'm so glad. Just think, de
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