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hands opened in a gesture of dismissal. "But don't let's speak of it now. I want to hear your plans for the future. What are you going to do now that you have--power?" "Do?" Roberts looked at her steadily. "That depends upon one condition absolutely. It's superfluous for me to name that one." The girl flashed him a look from eyes unnaturally bright. "Please," she pleaded, "leave it alone for a time. You have two courses outlined, an option. It would be unlike you otherwise. What are those two?" "I didn't mean to be insistent, Elice," said Roberts, gently. "Take my word for it, I shan't be again, whatever you decide. Yes; I see two ways ahead. In one, work will be secondary, another's happiness first, always first. In the other, I shall work--to forget. The incentive of the game itself is gone. I've won the game. But there is no other way to forget and retain self-respect; so I shall work--to the end." "And you must decide soon?" "Yes, at once. I can't remain longer in uncertainty. Nothing is so bad as that. It's like a bungling execution: infinitely better for all concerned to be complete. To-morrow I take up the trail one way or the other." Opposite, the girl caught her breath for an instant; but though the other saw he said nothing. He had promised he would not. "You'll leave then to-morrow, if--" That was all. "Yes." "And never come back, never?" "Not unless I am sent for. Life is short and holds enough pain at best. I have several projects in mind, and I shall be free to follow them where they lead. I'll go to Mexico first. They've barely scratched the resources down there. Later I go to South America. Afterward--I haven't planned. I'll simply follow the lead. There's work enough to do." The girl looked at him--through eyes that held their old marvel, almost their old fear. "You can cut yourself off so, from all the old life, really?" she voiced. "Yes, Elice." It was finality absolute, the last word, the ultimatum. "And still you love me?" breathed the girl low. "More than I love life. You don't doubt it." From her seat the girl arose abruptly and passed the length of the room with long, unconscious strides, like a man. She made no effort at dissimulation or concealment now. The time for that was past. She merely fought--openly, but in silence. Once she sat down for a moment; but for a moment only. Again she was on her feet. A bit later she asked the time, and very quietly R
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