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he real meaning of a somewhat startling situation seeped through to my brain. "But surely, if we get a crop," I began. It was, however, a lame beginning. And like most lame beginnings, it didn't go far. "How are we going to get a crop when we can't even raise money enough to get a tractor?" was Dinky-Dunk's challenge. "When we haven't help, and we're short of seed-grain, and we can't even get a gang-plow on credit?" It didn't sound like my Dinky-Dunk of old, for I knew that he was equivocating and making excuses, that he was engineering our ill luck into an apology for worse conduct. But I was afraid of myself, even more than I was afraid of Dinky-Dunk. And the voice of Instinct kept whispering to me to be patient. "Why couldn't we sell off some of the steers?" I valiantly suggested. "It's the wrong season for selling steers," Dinky-Dunk replied with a ponderous sort of patience. "And besides, those cattle don't belong to me." "Then whose are they?" I demanded. "They're yours," retorted Dinky-Dunk, and I found his hair-splitting, at such a time, singularly exasperating. "I rather imagine they belonged to the family, if you intend it to remain a family." He winced at that, as I had proposed that he should. "It seems to be getting a dangerously divided one," he flung back, with a quick and hostile glance in my direction. I was ready to fly to pieces, like a barrel that's lost its hoops. But a thin and quavery and over-disturbing sound from the swing-box out on the sleeping-porch brought me up short. It was a pizzicato note which I promptly recognized as the gentle Pee-Wee's advertisement of wakefulness. So I beat a quick and involuntary retreat, knowing only too well what I'd have ahead of me if Poppsy joined in to make that solo a duet. But Pee-Wee refused to be silenced, and what Dinky-Dunk had just said felt more and more like a branding-iron against my breast. So I carried my wailing infant back to the dinner-table where my husband still stood beside his empty chair. The hostile eye with which he regarded the belcantoing Pee-Wee reminded me of the time he'd spoken of his own off-spring as "squalling brats." And the memory wasn't a tranquillizing one. It was still another spur roweling me back to the ring of combat. "Then you've decided to take that position?" I demanded as I surveyed the cooling roast-beef and the fallen Yorkshire pudding. "As soon as they can fix up my sleeping-quarte
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