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know that it is thirteen years since our last meeting?" asked Wolf. "Thirteen years!" sighed Sigmund. "How many more times shall we experience such a period?" "Never again," replied Wolf, "the period from the twenty-fourth to the thirty-seventh year." "The festal time of life!" said Sigmund; and after a pause, raising the glass to his lips, he added: "Gone, gone!" "You have no cause to complain," said Wolf consolingly; "youth is past, but you have used it well. A great name in science, an honourable position, comfortable circumstances----" Sigmund smiled sorrowfully and pointed to his bald head. "Yes, my friend," cried Wolf, "we must make no unreasonable demands on life. Luxuriant locks, and a well-paid professorship, teeth and celebrity, youth and orders, prosperity, successes of all kinds, these we cannot have unless we are born to royal rank." "When we consider how much we strive and how little we attain! What we dream, and to what realities we waken." "Sigmund, you are unjust. Thirteen years ago did you imagine, in your boldest expectations, more than you have now attained?" "Perhaps not. But, to have it afford me pleasure, I ought to have attained it immediately after that time." "Of course we are more weary when we reach the goal than at the start." "But this weariness very materially diminishes our pleasure in having reached it." "Ah, I know the one thing wanting for your happiness," cried Wolf. "Well?" "A wife." "Oh! you have no right to preach marriage, since you have remained a bachelor yourself." "I am three years younger than you." "But you are thirty-seven." "True," replied Wolf, and for a time remained silent and thoughtful. Then he continued: "What would you have? Fate destines us to live in a foreign country, without family intercourse, far from the circle with which one is united by early memories and the first affections of the heart; we do not definitely seek, Fate does not help us find. We adjust our lives to habits which really leave no room for a wife, and so the years flit by till some day we discover that we are bachelors and that it is too late to change." "That is exactly my case; I did not suppose it was yours also." "With me," replied Wolf, "something else is added. Recollections which make marriage rather dreaded than desired. We know how we have been loved, and fear that we shall not find such love again. We compare in advance
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