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morning, and the sight of his home suggested to him only that he ought to be in bed and asleep. Then he recognized that he never would sleep again. He went over it from the beginning, putting the pieces together. He never had liked Maddox, but he had explained that by the fact that, as Maddox was so much more intelligent than he, there could be little between them. And it was because every one said he was so intelligent that he had looked upon his devotion to Jeanne rather as a compliment. He wondered why already it had not been plain to him. When Jeanne, who mocked at golf as a refuge for old age, spent hours with Maddox on the links; when, after she had declined to ride with her husband, on his return he would find her at tea with Maddox in front of the wood fire. That night, when he drove Jeanne home, she still was joyous, radiant; it was now she who chided him upon being silent. He waited until noon the next morning and then asked her if it were true. It was true. Jeanne thanked him for coming to her so honestly and straightforwardly. She also had been straightforward and honest. They had waited, she said, not through deceit but only out of consideration for him. "Before we told you," Jeanne explained, "we wanted to be quite sure that _I_ was sure." The "we" hurt Jimmie like the stab of a rusty knife. But he said only: "And you _are_ sure? Three years ago you were sure you loved _me_." Jeanne's eyes were filled with pity, but she said: "That was three years ago. I was a child, and now I am a woman. In many ways you have stood still and I have gone on." "That's true," said Jimmie; "you always were too good for me." "_No_ woman is good enough for you," returned Jeanne loyally. "And your brains are just as good as mine, only you haven't used them. I have questioned and reached out and gained knowledge of all kinds. I am a Feminist and you are not. If you were you would understand." "I don't know even what a Feminist is," said Jimmie, "but I'm glad I'm not one." "A Feminist is one," explained Jeanne, "who does not think her life should be devoted to one person, but to the world." Jimmie shook his head and smiled miserably. "_You_ are _my_ world," he said. "The only world I know. The only world I want to know." He walked to the fireplace and leaned his elbows on the mantel, and buried his head in his hands. But that his distress might not hurt Jeanne, he turned and, to give her courage, sm
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