astonishing artiste."
"No, that's just what I am not. I go on the stage and act; I couldn't
tell you how I do it; I am conscious of no rule."
"And the music?"
"The music the same. I have often been told that I might act
Shakespeare, but without music I could not express myself. Words without
music would seem barren; I never try to sing, I try to express myself.
But you'll see, my father won't think much of my singing. He'll compare
me to mother, and always to my disadvantage. I cannot phrase like her."
"But you can; your phrasing is perfection. It is the very emotion--"
"Father won't think so; if he only thought well of my singing he would
forgive me."
"How unaffected you are; in hearing you speak one hears your very soul."
"Do you? But tell me, is he very incensed? Shall I meet a face of
stone?"
"He is incensed, no doubt, but he must forgive you. But every day's
delay will make it more difficult."
"I know, I know."
"You cannot go to-morrow?"
"Why not?"
"To-morrow you sing this opera. Go on Saturday; you'll be sure to find
him on Saturday afternoon. He has a rehearsal in the morning and will be
at home about four in the afternoon."
As they walked through the scenery she said, "You'll come to see me,"
and she reminded him of his promise to go through the Isolde music with
her.
"Mind, you have promised," she said as she got into her carriage.
"You'll not forget Saturday afternoon," he said as he shook hands.
She nodded and put up her umbrella, for it was beginning to rain.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Evelyn found Owen waiting for her. As soon as she came into the room he
said, "Well, have you seen your father?"
She was not expecting him, and it was disagreeable to admit that she had
not been to Dulwich. So she said that she had thought to find her father
at St. Joseph's.
"But how did you know he was not at home if you did not go to Dulwich?"
"My gracious, Owen, how you do question me! Now, perhaps you would like
to know which of the priests told me."
She walked to the window and stood with her left hand in the pocket of
her jacket, and he feared that the irritation he had involuntarily
caused her would interfere with his projects for the afternoon. There
passed in his eyes that look of absorption in an object which marks the
end of a long love affair--a look charged with remembrance, and wistful
as an autumn day.
The earth has grown weary of the sun and turns herself into
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