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y inexpressible happiness. The company were so kindly pleased with our concern, and my dear master's goodness, that he, observing their indulgence, and being himself curious to know the further particulars of what had passed between my lady and me, repeated his question, What she had called me besides wench and creature? And I said, My lady, supposing I was wicked, lamented over me, very kindly, my depravity and fall, and said, What a thousand pities it was, so much virtue, as she was pleased to say, was so destroyed; and that I had yielded, after so noble a stand! as she said. Excuse me, gentlemen and ladies, said I! you know my story, it seems; and I am commanded, by one who has a title to all my obedience, to proceed. They gave all of them bows of approbation, that they might not interrupt me; and I continued my story--the men-servants withdrawing, at a motion of Mr. B----, on my looking towards them: and then, at Lady Darnford's coming in, I proceeded. I told her ladyship, that I was still innocent, and would be so, and it was injurious to suppose me otherwise. Why, tell me, wench, said she--But I think I must not tell you what she said. Yes, do, said my master, to clear my sister; we shall think it very bad else. I held my hand before my face--Why, she said, Tell me, wench, hast thou not been--hesitating--a very free creature with thy master? That she said, or to that effect--And when I said, She asked strange questions, and in strange words, she ridiculed my delicacy, as she called it; and said, My niceness would not last long. She said, I must know I was not really married, that my ring was only a sham, and all was my cunning to cloak my yielding, and get better terms. She said, She knew the world as much at thirty-two, as I did at sixteen; and bid me remember that. I took the liberty to say, (but I got a good way off,) that I scorned her ladyship's words, and was as much married as her ladyship. And then I had certainly been cuffed, if her woman had not interposed, and told her I was not worthy her anger; and that I was as much to be pitied for my credulity, as despised for my vanity. My poor Pamela, said my master, this was too, too hard upon you! O sir, said I, how much easier it was to me than if it had been so!--That would have broken my heart quite!--For then I should have deserved it all, and worse; and these reproaches, added to my own guilt, would have made me truly wretched! Lady Darnf
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