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n to wear in his buttonhole, a ribbon only to be got by sailing far away over the seas, like sailors. "A sailor! Heaven forbid!" cried Madame de Talbrun. "Oh! sailors come back again. He has come back. Couldn't he take me away with him soon? I have some stories about cabin-boys who were not much older than I." "Let us hope that your friend Fred won't go away," said Giselle. "But why do you wish to be a cabinboy?" "Because I want to go away with him, if he does not stay here--because I like him," answered Enguerrand in a tone of decision. Hereupon Giselle kissed her boy with more than usual tenderness. He would not take to the hunting-field, she thought, the boulevard, and the corps de ballet. She would not lose him. "But, oh, Fred!" she cried, "it is not to be wondered at that he is so fond of you! You spoil him! You will be a devoted father some day; your vocation is evidently for marriage." She thought, in thus speaking, that she was saying what Madame d'Argy would like her to say. "In the matter of children, I think your son is enough for me," he said, one day; "and as for marriage, you would not believe how all women--I mean all the young girls among whom I should have to make a choice--are indifferent to me. My feeling almost amounts to antipathy." For the first time she ventured to say: "Do you still care for Jacqueline?" "About as much as she cares for me," he answered, dryly. "No, I made a mistake once, and that has made me cautious for the future." Another day he said: "I know now who was the woman I ought to have loved." Giselle did not look up; she was devoting all her attention to Enguerrand. Fred held certain theories which he used to talk about. He believed in a high, spiritual, disinterested affection which would raise a man above himself, making him more noble, inspiring a disgust for all ignoble pleasures. The woman willing to accept such homage might do anything she pleased with a heart that would be hers alone. She would be the lady who presided over his life, for whose sake all good deeds and generous actions would be done, the idol, higher than a wife or any object of earthly passion, the White Angel whom poets have sung. Giselle pretended that she did not understand him, but she was divinely happy. This, then, was the reward of her spotless life! She was the object of a worship no less tender than respectful. Fred spoke of the woman he ought to have loved as if he me
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