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urbed silence: But passing Mrs. Noel's cottage Miltoun said: "Take my horse on; I want to go in here.".... She was sitting at her piano with her hands idle, looking at a line of music.... She had been sitting thus for many minutes, but had not yet taken in the notes. When Miltoun's shadow blotted the light by which she was seeing so little, she gave a slight start, and got up. But she neither went towards him, nor spoke. And he, without a word, came in and stood by the hearth, looking down at the empty grate. A tortoise-shell cat which had been watching swallows, disturbed by his entrance, withdrew from the window beneath a chair. This silence, in which the question of their future lives was to be decided, seemed to both interminable; yet, neither could end it. At last, touching his sleeve, she said: "You're wet!" Miltoun shivered at that timid sign of possession. And they again stood in silence broken only by the sound of the cat licking its paws. But her faculty for dumbness was stronger than his, and--he had to speak first. "Forgive me for coming; something must be settled. This--rumour----" "Oh! that!" she said. "Is there anything I can do to stop the harm to you?" It was the turn of Miltoun's lips to curl. "God! no; let them talk!" Their eyes had come together now, and, once together, seemed unable to part. Mrs. Noel said at last: "Will you ever forgive me?" "What for--it was my fault." "No; I should have known you better." The depth of meaning in those words--the tremendous and subtle admission they contained of all that she had been ready to do, the despairing knowledge in them that he was not, and never had been, ready to 'bear it out even to the edge of doom'--made Miltoun wince away. "It is not from fear--believe that, anyway." "I do." There followed another long, long silence! But though so close that they were almost touching, they no longer looked at one another. Then Miltoun said: "There is only to say good-bye, then." At those clear words spoken by lips which, though just smiling, failed so utterly to hide his misery, Mrs. Noel's face became colourless as her white gown. But her eyes, which had grown immense, seemed from the sheer lack of all other colour, to have drawn into them the whole of her vitality; to be pouring forth a proud and mournful reproach. Shivering, and crushing himself together with his arms, Miltoun walked towards the window. There wa
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