God shines above the shapes
of mine, the lost gods whom to-night I worshipped though not of my own
will.' Then she turned and went.

For some few moments I stood very much afraid, gazing upon the vision
on Xaca's snow, then suddenly the rays of the rising sun smote it and it
was gone.

Now for three days more we held out against the Spaniards, for they
could not come at us and their shot swept over our heads harmlessly.
During these days I had no talk with Otomie, for we shrank from one
another. Hour by hour she would sit in the storehouse of the temple a
very picture of desolation. Twice I tried to speak with her, my heart
being moved to pity by the dumb torment in her eyes, but she turned her
head from me and made no answer.

Soon it came to the knowledge of the Spaniards that we had enough food
and water upon the teocalli to enable us to live there for a month or
more, and seeing that there was no hope of capturing the place by force
of arms, they called a parley with us.

I went down to the breach in the roadway and spoke with their envoy,
who stood upon the path below. At first the terms offered were that we
should surrender at discretion. To this I answered that sooner than do
so we would die where we were. Their reply was that if we would give
over all who had any part in the human sacrifice, the rest of us might
go free. To this I said that the sacrifice had been carried out by women
and some few men, and that all of these were dead by their own hands.
They asked if Otomie was also dead. I told them no, but that I would
never surrender unless they swore that neither she nor her son should
be harmed, but rather that together with myself they should be given a
safe-conduct to go whither we willed. This was refused, but in the end
I won the day, and a parchment was thrown up to me on the point of a
lance. This parchment, which was signed by the Captain Bernal Diaz, set
out that in consideration of the part that I and some men of the Otomie
had played in rescuing the Spanish captives from death by sacrifice, a
pardon was granted to me, my wife and child, and all upon the teocalli,
with liberty to go whither-soever we would unharmed, our lands and
wealth being however declared forfeit to the viceroy.

With these terms I was well content, indeed I had never hoped to win any
that would leave us our lives and liberty.

And yet for my part death had been almost as welcome, for now Otomie
had built a wall betwee