FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150  
151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   >>   >|  
in the middle of a raid--by chance. But we are safe--that is enough." "But the deaths?" He shook his head. "But there must have been many deaths!" "I do not know. There will have been deaths. There usually are." He shrugged his shoulders. Christine sat up and gave a little screech. "Ah!" She burst out, her features suddenly transformed by enraged protest. "Why wilt thou act thy cold man?" He was amazed at the sudden nervous strength she showed. "But, my little one--" She cried: "Why wilt thou act thy cold man? I shall become mad in this sacred England. I shall become totally mad. You are all the same, all, all, men and women. You are marvels--let it be so!--but you are not human. Do you then wish to be taken for telegraph-poles? Always you are pretending something. Pretending that you have no sentiments. And you are soaked in sentimentality. But no! You will not show it! You will not applaud your soldiers in the streets. You will not salute your flag. You will not salute even a corpse. You have only one phrase: 'It is nothing'. If you win a battle, 'It is nothing' If you lose one, 'It is nothing'. If you are nearly killed in an air-raid, 'It is nothing'. And if you were killed outright and could yet speak, you would say, with your eternal sneer, 'It is nothing'. You other men, you make love with the air of turning on a tap. As for your women, god knows--! But I have a horror of Englishwomen. Prudes but wantons. Can I not guess? Always hypocrites. Always holding themselves in. My god, that pinched smile! And your women of the world especially. Have they a natural gesture? Yet does not everyone know that they are rotten with vice and perversity? And your actresses!... And they talk of us! Ah, well! For me, I can say that I earn my living honestly, every son of it. For all that I receive, I give. And they would throw me on to the pavement to starve, me whose function in society--" She collapsed in sobs, and with averted face held out her arms in appeal. G.J., at once admiring and stricken with compassion, bent and clasped her neck, and kissed her, and kept his mouth on hers. Her tears dropped freely on his cheeks. Her sobs shook both of them. Gradually the sobs decreased in violence and frequency. In an infant's broken voice she murmured into his mouth: "My wolf! Is it true--that thou didst carry me here in thy arms? I am so proud." He was not in the slightest degree irritated or grieved by h
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150  
151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Always

 

deaths

 

killed

 

salute

 

receive

 

pavement

 

starve

 
slightest
 

living

 

honestly


irritated
 

natural

 

gesture

 

pinched

 
rotten
 
function
 

degree

 

perversity

 

actresses

 

Gradually


cheeks

 

dropped

 

freely

 

decreased

 
violence
 

broken

 

frequency

 
infant
 

grieved

 

appeal


averted

 

collapsed

 

murmured

 

kissed

 

clasped

 

admiring

 

stricken

 

compassion

 
society
 

strength


showed

 

nervous

 

sudden

 

enraged

 

protest

 

amazed

 

sacred

 

England

 
totally
 

marvels