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do not know how pale he looked, when I stopped him on the threshold. His very lips turned white--I declare there is something grand in a great passion. It makes one look somehow so different from common folks. Well, now, as soon as he raised his hand to strike me, a red flush shot into his face, like the blaze of an inward fire. It was shame,--anger made him white--but shame turned him as red as blood. His arm dropped down to his side,--then he laid his hand on the top of his head,--'Stay after school,' said he, 'I must talk with you.'" "And did you?" I asked, hanging with breathless interest on his words. "Yes; I have just left him." "He has not expelled you, Richard?" "No; but he says I must ask his pardon before the whole school to-morrow. It amounts to the same thing. I will never do it." "I am so sorry this has happened," said I. "Oh! that I had never written that foolish, foolish poetry. It has done so much mischief." "You are not to blame, Gabriella. He had no business to laugh at it; it was beautiful--all the boys say so. I have no doubt you will be a great poetess one of these days. He ought to have been proud of it, instead of making fun of you. It was so mean." "But you must go back to school, Richard. You are the best scholar. The master is proud of you, and will not give you up. I would not have it said that _I_ was the cause of your leaving, for twice your weight in solid gold." "Would you not despise me if I asked pardon, when I have done no wrong; to appear ashamed of what I glory in; to act the part of a coward, after publicly proclaiming _him_ to be one?" "It is hard," said I, "but--" We were walking homeward all the while we were talking, and at every step my spirits sank lower and lower. How different every thing seemed now, from what it did an hour ago. True, I had been treated with harshness, but I had no right to rebel as I had done. Had I kissed the rod, it would have lost its sting,--had I borne the smart with patience and gentleness, my companions would have sympathized with and pitied me; it would not have been known beyond the walls of the academy. But now, it would be blazoned through the whole town. The expulsion of so distinguished a scholar as Richard Clyde would be the nine days' gossip, the village wonder. And I should be pointed out as the presumptuous child, whose disappointed vanity, irascibility, and passion had created rebellion and strife in a hitherto peacef
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