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an't you see, papa? I will tell you. Is Berengar not more of a monarch than I am? Is that not why he's your favourite? And ought I to deprive him of his natural rights for the sake of my traditional rights? I want to abdicate in his favour, papa. I want to abdicate everything, all my rights." "The boy's mad," muttered Oscar. "All my rights," repeated Othomar, dreamily, as though he foresaw the future: his little brother crowned. "Othomar, are you raving?" asked the emperor. "Papa, I am not raving. What I am now telling you I have thought over for days, perhaps weeks; I don't know: time passes so quickly.... What I am telling you I have discussed with mamma: it made her cry, but she did not oppose me. She looks at it as I do.... And what I tell you holds good; I have made up my mind and nothing can make me change it.... I am fond of Berengar; I am glad to give up everything to him; and I shall pray that he may become happy through my gift. I am convinced--and so are you--that Berengar will make a better emperor than I. What talent do I possess for ruling?..." He shrugged his shoulders in helplessness, with a nervous shudder that jolted them: "None," he answered himself. "I have no talent, I can do nothing. I do not know how to decide--as now--nor how to act; I shall always be a dreamer. Why then should I be emperor and he nothing more than the commander-in-chief of my army or my fleet? Surely that can't be right; that can't have been what nature intended.... Papa, I give it him, my birthright, and I ... I shall know how to live, if I must...." The emperor had listened to him with his elbows on the table and his hands under his chin and now sat staring at him with his small, pinched eyes: "Do you mean all this?" he asked. "Yes, papa." "You're not delirious?" "No, papa, I'm not delirious." "Then you're mad." The emperor rose: "Then you're mad, I tell you. Othomar, realize that you're mad and return to your senses; don't become quite insane." "Why do you call me insane, papa? _Can't_ you agree with me that Berengar would be better than I?" His father's cruel glances stabbed Othomar through and through: "No, you're not insane in that; you're right there...." "And why, then, am I insane because I wish, for that reason, to abdicate in his favour?" "Because it's impossible, Othomar." "What law prevents me?" "My will, Othomar." The prince drew himself up proudly: "Your will
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