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d tenor. He must have known that my voice was nothing, really, but he buoyed me up. I suppose they're all like that. It's business. "When the money was two thirds spent I dared not go on, and I asked him to find me something to do. He'd often said he would when the right time came. Apparently it hadn't come. He made the excuse that I ought to have stayed with him longer. It would hurt his reputation to launch a pupil too soon. So I had to try to launch myself. And it didn't work. One manager of opera companies on whom I forced myself tested my voice and said it wasn't strong enough--only a twilight voice for a drawing-room, he called it. I was broken up--just at first." "Poor child!" Peter muttered, but the girl's quick ears caught the words over the roar of that "ill wind" which had brought them together. "Child is my surname, and it's not polite to call me by it." She brought him to his bearings by suddenly "frivolling" again. "They call militant suffragettes and housemaids sent to prison for stealing their kind mistresses' jewels by their surnames. I'm not a militant; and I've not been a housemaid yet, though I may be, if New York isn't kinder to me than London." "I hope it will be--kind in just the right way!" "My friend who gave me the two letters of introduction says it will: that Americans _love_ English girls, if they have the courage to come over. She says there are heaps more chances as well as heaps more room for us in that country than there are at home." "That's true, but---" "Please don't discourage me!" "Not on your life! Only---" "'Only' is as bad a word as 'but.' I've got a letter of introduction to the editor of a New York paper, _To-day and To-morrow_, and one to the organist of a Higher Thought church. Maud Ellis says they're both splendid men and interested in women's progress. Something good ought to come from one or the other. Getting this chance of my passage free seems a happy omen, as if I were _meant_ to take this great adventure. I'm not one bit afraid. I feel boiling with courage--except when the ship pitches and rolls at the same time." "That's right. You're bound to make good, of course. I wouldn't discourage you for the world. All I meant to say was that I'd like you to think of me as a friend. I don't want to lose sight of you when we land. I might be able to help in some way or other or--my family might. Before we get off the ship I'll introduce you and my sister
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