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f be affected.... The unrest of the day--" "No, no! _Please_," said she, almost ready to scream--"don't think this is one of my new little ideas you speak of. I--it's true that we don't seem to think alike about things.... But I'd never have noticed that at all if I loved you. I'd want to think and do only as you wished. But I don't--" "I've spoiled you ... letting you think you could have your way with me," said Hugo, in his thick and gritty voice. "You're mad to-night, little girl ... aren't responsible for what you say...." Flicked in her spirit, she broke across his argument with a changed voice and gaze. "Why is it madness not to love you?" "It's not a thing to argue about now, I say. You do love me ... I know it. You'll marry me next month, that I swear. Why--" "No!--when I love, I want to look up, and when I marry, I'll marry above me...." That checked his queer truculence; and Cally, desperate with the need to drive home her meaning, swept on with no more nervousness. "And--don't you see?--I've not been able to look up to you since that day last year.... The day--I'm sorry to have to say it--when you came all the way down from New York to show me that you didn't care for a woman who was getting new little ideas about telling the truth...." Canning's face was the color of chalk, his look increasingly stony; in his eyes strange passions mounted. Now he seemed, to intend to say something, but the girl's words flowed with gathering intensity. "Why, think what you did that day, Hugo!--_think, think!_ If I needed a protector and a man,--and I did,--that was the time for you to show me how protectors and men can act and love. If I was wrong, it seems to me that was the time of all times when you ought to have stood by me, protected me. But I was _right_--don't you know I was?... I--it was the first time I had ever thought about doing right--and _you threw me over for it_.... Of course I know there was a quarrel, but--you know perfectly well what you said. You said then, just as you say now, that I was shocked out of my senses, didn't know what I was saying. And then you said that people would point at me to the longest day I lived, so the thing to do was to hush it all up, or else I wasn't the girl you had asked to be your wife. Anything--anything--except that I should tell the truth.... So you went off and left me to bear it all alone. And then, when my heart had been broken into little pieces, wh
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