ligation to one of the humblest of them,
would allow that gap to remain unfilled. But all this is useless talk!
The boy has no more chance of coming through this trial unscathed, than
your mother has of rising from her grave alive! From him, neither now
nor ever shall I have any consolation! And for that reason do you not
forget what you owe me--keep your oath to me so that I shall not have to
keep mine to you! [_goes out, but returns again._] I shall come home
late tonight, for I am going out in the mountains to the old
lumber-dealer's. He is the only man who still looks me in the eye as he
used to, because he knows nothing of my disgrace. He is deaf; nobody can
tell him anything without yelling himself hoarse, and even then he hears
it all wrong.--So he finds out nothing!
[_Exit._]
SCENE II
CLARA (_alone_).
Oh, God! God! Have pity on me I Have pity on the old man! Take me to
Thee! There is no other way to help him! The sunlight lies like a golden
blanket on the street, and the children try to seize it with their
hands. The birds fly hither and thither, and the flowers and weeds do
not tire of growing higher. Everything is alive, everything wishes to be
alive! Oh, Death! Thousands of sick people are at this moment shuddering
with fear of thee! He who called for thee in the restless night, because
he could no longer endure his sufferings, now finds his bed soft and
downy again. I call upon thee! Spare him whose soul shrinks most
fearsomely from thee, and let him live until the beautiful world
becomes again gray and desolate! Take me in his stead! I shall not
shudder when thou givest me thy cold hand; I shall grasp it and follow
thee more bravely than ever yet a child of God has followed thee!
SCENE III
_Enter the Merchant,_ WOLFRAM.
WOLFRAM.
Good day, Miss Clara! Is your father at home?
CLARA.
He has just gone out.
WOLFRAM.
I have come--my jewels have been found!
CLARA.
Oh, father! Why are you not here?--He has forgotten his
spectacles--there they lie! Oh, if he only notices it and returns for
them!--How then? Where Who had them?
WOLFRAM.
My wife--tell me frankly, Miss: Have you ever heard anything strange
about my wife?
CLARA.
Yes!
WOLFRAM.
That she--[_Points to his brow._] Is that it?
CLARA.
That she is not altogether in her right mind, to be sure!
WOLFRAM (_bursting out_).
My God! My God! All in vain! Not a single
servant that I have ever taken int
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