and whose _pudeur_ of personality thus simple and inviolate.
This is the private man, in other words the gentleman, who will neither
love nor remember in common.
THE HOURS OF SLEEP
There are hours claimed by Sleep, but refused to him. None the less are
they his by some state within the mind, which answers rhythmically and
punctually to that claim. Awake and at work, without drowsiness, without
languor, and without gloom, the night mind of man is yet not his day
mind; he has night-powers of feeling which are at their highest in
dreams, but are night's as well as sleep's. The powers of the mind in
dreams, which are inexplicable, are not altogether baffled because the
mind is awake; it is the hour of their return as it is the hour of a
tide's, and they do return.
In sleep they have their free way. Night then has nothing to hamper her
influence, and she draws the emotion, the senses, and the nerves of the
sleeper. She urges him upon those extremities of anger and love,
contempt and terror to which not only can no event of the real day
persuade him, but for which, awake, he has perhaps not even the capacity.
This increase of capacity, which is the dream's, is punctual to the
night, even though sleep and the dream be kept at arm's length.
The child, not asleep, but passing through the hours of sleep and their
dominions, knows that the mood of night will have its hour; he puts off
his troubled heart, and will answer it another time, in the other state,
by day. "I shall be able to bear this when I am grown up" is not oftener
in a young child's mind than "I shall endure to think of it in the day-
time." By this he confesses the double habit and double experience, not
to be interchanged, and communicating together only by memory and hope.
Perhaps it will be found that to work all by day or all by night is to
miss something of the powers of a complex mind. One might imagine the
rhythmic experience of a poet, subject, like a child, to the time, and
tempering the extremities of either state by messages of remembrance and
expectancy.
Never to have had a brilliant dream, and never to have had any delirium,
would be to live too much in the day; and hardly less would be the loss
of him who had not exercised his waking thought under the influence of
the hours claimed by dreams. And as to choosing between day and night,
or guessing whether the state of day or dark is the truer and the more
natural, he would b
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