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back to the cool stretch of green water. "Yes," she said slowly, "I suppose it is easy to be nice to some people; but not to selfish people like me." At her words, Milbanke's hand tightened abruptly. "You must not say that," he murmured. "I have never seen any faults in your character. And even--even if I had"--his voice quickened confusedly--"even if I had seen them, you would still be the--the child of my oldest friend." He spoke disjointedly and agitatedly; but at his words, Clodagh turned to him afresh with a grateful, impulsive movement. "Ah, then I understand!" she said warmly. "You are very kind--you are very good----" At her movement and her tone, a mental giddiness seized upon Milbanke. A flush rose to his temples. "Clodagh," he said suddenly, "let me be kind to you always! Let--let me marry you--and be kind to you always!" The appeal came forth with volcanic suddenness. He had not meant to be precipitate; it was entirely alien to his slow, methodical nature to plunge headlong into any situation. But the occasion was unprecedented; circumstances overwhelmed him. For a long space he stood as if transfixed, his eyes straining to catch the expression on Clodagh's face, his pale, ascetic features puckered with anxiety. The pause was long--preternaturally long. Clodagh stood as motionless as he, her hand still resting passive in his clasp, her clear eyes staring into his in stupefied amazement. It was plainly evident that no realisation of the declaration just made had penetrated her understanding. To her mind--unattuned, even vaguely, to the idea of love, and temporarily numbed by her grief--the thought that her father's friend could consider her in any light but that of a child was too preposterous, too unreal to come spontaneously. The belief that Milbanke's extraordinary words but needed some explanatory addition held her attentive and expectant. And under this conviction, she stood unconscious of his close regard and unembarrassed by the pressure of his hand. At last, as some shadowy perception of her thoughts obtruded itself upon him, he stirred nervously, and the flush upon his face deepened. "Clodagh," he said, "have I made myself plain? Do you understand that I--that I wish to marry you? That I want you for my--my wife?" The final word with its intense incongruity cut suddenly through the mist of her bewilderment. In a flash of comprehension the meaning of his declaration sprang t
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