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will come when we shall coldly extend to each other our hands, and say, or even not say, though we feel and know it, that there was one pure hour, an hour won by a severe struggle, when we were exalted in our own souls, and because we held each other so highly, we did not debase nor degrade ourselves. This hour is hard, is overwhelming; but what is hard and overwhelming now, will be, in the future, tender and full of restoring strength. "We would hold each other high, that we may not destroy the laws of righteous living. And here is life's duty. My friend, it was a saying of my father, The man of understanding must be able to obey the command of duty, with the same glow of zeal that others obey the command of passion. So must it be. The stars shine over our heads, I look upon you as upon a star that shines in its purity and in its ordained orbit. Ah! I do not know what I am saying. Enough! Let me now bid you farewell; when we meet again--" "No, stay here!" Bella cried, grasping his arm, which she let go immediately, as if she had touched a snake. She withdrew two steps, and threw back her head, saying:-- "I thank you." Eric wanted to reply, but it was better that he should say nothing; he was about to go away in silence, when Bella cried:-- "One question! Is it true that you saw Manna Sonnenkamp, before you came here?" "Yes." "And you love her, and are here on her account?" "No." "I believe you, and I thank you." There seemed to be in this utterance something consolatory to her, that she had not been sacrificed to love for another. She looked wildly around, moved her head right and left, and when she had become calm again, she said: "You are right. It is well." She seemed to be looking for something to give to Eric, without being able to find it; and now, as if she were giving utterance to a thought that had long lain upon her mind, and which anxiety for his welfare forced from her, she cried,-- "Be warned! Be on your guard against my brother; he can be terrible." Eric went away; it was a hard matter to return to Roland, but he must. He sat still by Roland's side for a short time, with his hands over his eyes; the light pained them, and he did not venture to look at Roland. Then a servant, came with the message that the Count and the Countess were going to take their departure at once; Eric and Roland could bid them good-bye in the court-yard. They went down, and heard that, con
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