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hine feels this way because it _knows_ it is an unnatural creation in nature's domain. Therefore it wishes to reach entropy and cease--a mechanical death wish." "I've never heard such gibberish in my life," Somers said. "Are you going to hook up that computer?" "Of course. I'm a human. I keep trying. I just wanted you to understand _fully_ that there is no hope." He went to the cargo hold. After he had gone, Rajcik grinned and shook his head. "We'd better watch him." "He'll be all right," Somers said. "Maybe, maybe not." Rajcik pursed his lips thoughtfully. "He's blaming the situation on a machine personality now, trying to absolve himself of guilt. And it _is_ his fault that we're in this spot. An engineer is responsible for all equipment." "I don't believe you can put the blame on him so dogmatically," Somers replied. "Sure I can," Rajcik said. "I personally don't care, though. This is as good a way to die as any other and better than most." Captain Somers wiped perspiration from his face. Again the notion came to him that the problem--the _real_ problem--was to find a way out of this hot, smelly, motionless little box. Rajcik said, "Death in space is an appealing idea, in certain ways. Imagine an entire spaceship for your tomb! And you have a variety of ways of actually dying. Thirst and starvation I rule out as unimaginative. But there are possibilities in heat, cold, implosion, explosion--" "This is pretty morbid," Somers said. * * * * * "I'm a pretty morbid fellow," Rajcik said carelessly. "But at least I'm not blaming inanimate objects, the way Watkins is. Or permitting myself the luxury of shock, like you." He studied Somers' face. "This is your first real emergency, isn't it, Captain?" "I suppose so," Somers answered vaguely. "And you're responding to it like a stunned ox," Rajcik said. "Wake up, Captain! If you can't live with joy, at least try to extract some pleasure from your dying." "Shut up," Somers said, with no heat. "Why don't you read a book or something?" "I've read all the books on board. I have nothing to distract me except an analysis of your character." Watkins returned to the cabin. "Well, I've activated your big electronic god. Would anyone care to make a burned offering in front of it?" "Have you given it the problem?" "Not yet. I decided to confer with the high priest. What shall I request of the demon, sir?" "Give
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