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ion in her brain, the dismay, the stupefaction, one dreadful fear dominated--the fear of Brandes--the dread and horror of this Judas who had denied her. She could not drive the scene from her mind--the never-to-be forgotten picture where he stood with blood from his cut lip striping his fat chin. She heard his voice denying her through swollen lips that scarcely moved--denying that he had married her. And in her ears still sounded the other voice--the terrible words of the woman who had struck him--an unsteady, unreal voice accusing him; and her brain throbbed with the horrible repetition: "Dirty dog--dirty dog--dirty dog----" until, almost out of her mind, she dropped her bag and clapped both hands over her ears. One or two men stared at her. A taxi driver came from beside his car and asked her if she was ill. But she caught up her suitcase and hurried on without answering. * * * * * She was very tired. She had come to the end of the lighted avenue. There was darkness ahead, a wall, trees, and electric lights sparkling among the foliage. Perhaps the sudden glimpse of a wide and star-set sky quieted her, calmed her. Freed suddenly from the canon of the city's streets, the unreasoning panic of a trapped thing subsided a little. Her arm ached; she shifted the suitcase to her other hand and looked across at the trees and at the high stars above, striving desperately for self-command. Something had to be done. She must find some place where she could sit down. Where was she to find it? For a while she could feel her limbs trembling; but gradually the heavy thudding of her pulses quieted; nobody molested her; nobody had followed her. That she was quite lost did not matter; she had also lost this man who had denied her, somewhere in the depths of the confusion behind her. That was all that mattered--escape from him, from the terrible woman who had struck him and reviled him. With an effort she checked her thoughts and struggled for self-command. Somewhere in the city there must be a railroad station from which a train would take her home. With the thought came the desperate longing for flight, and a rush of tears that almost choked her. Nothing mattered now except her mother's arms; the rest was a nightmare, the horror of a dream which still threatened, still clutched at her with shadowy and spectral menace. For a moment or two she stood there on the curb, h
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