FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   >>  
said. "I was a--a failure. I--I do not understand women." "Nor I men. They are not what I understand. I don't mean the mob I've been bred to dance with--I understand them. But a real man--" she laughed, drearily--"I expected a god for a husband." "I am sorry," he said; "I am horribly sorry. I have learned many things in four years. Kathleen, I--I don't know what to do." "There is nothing to do, is there?" "Your freedom--" "I am free." "I am afraid you will need more freedom than you have, some day." She looked him full in the eyes. "Do _you_ desire it?" A faint sound fell upon the stillness of the forest; they listened; it came again from the distant sea. "I think it is the yacht," she said. They rose together; he took her paddle, and they walked down the jungle path to the landing. Her canoe and his spare boat lay there, floating close together. "It will be an hour before a boat from the yacht reaches the wrecked launch," he said. "Will you wait in my boat?" She bent her head and laid her hand in his, stepping lightly into the bow. "Cast off and row me a little way," she said, leaning back in the stern. "Isn't this lagoon wonderful? See the color in water and sky. How green the forest is!--green as a young woodland in April. And the reeds are green and gold, and the west is all gold. Look at that great white bird--with wings like an angel's! What is that heavenly odor from the forest? Oh," she sighed, elbows on knees, "this is too delicious to be real!" A moment later she began, irrelevantly: "Ethics! Ethics! who can teach them? One must know, and heed no teaching. All preconceived ideas may be wrong; I am quite sure I was wrong--sometimes." And again irrelevantly, "I was horribly intolerant once." "Once you asked me a question," he said. "We separated because I refused to answer you." She closed her eyes and the color flooded her face. "I shall never ask it again," she said. But he went on: "I refused to reply. I was an ass; I had theories, too. They're gone, quite gone. I will answer you now, if you wish." Her face burned. "No! No, don't--don't answer me; don't, I beg of you! I--I know now that even the gods--" She covered her face with her hands. The boat drifted rapidly on; it was flood-tide. "Yes, even the gods," he said. "There is the answer. Now you know." Overhead the sky grew pink; wedge after wedge of water-fowl swept through the calm evening air, and their
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   >>  



Top keywords:

answer

 

forest

 
understand
 
freedom
 

irrelevantly

 
Ethics
 

horribly

 
refused
 
teaching
 

delicious


moment
 
elbows
 

sighed

 

heavenly

 
preconceived
 

rapidly

 
drifted
 

burned

 

covered

 

Overhead


evening

 

question

 

separated

 

intolerant

 

closed

 

theories

 

flooded

 

looked

 
afraid
 

listened


distant

 
stillness
 

desire

 

Kathleen

 

failure

 

laughed

 

things

 

learned

 

husband

 

drearily


expected

 

stepping

 

lightly

 

leaning

 

woodland

 
lagoon
 
wonderful
 

landing

 

jungle

 

paddle