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en au- dessus de la bete, que ne coule-t-il ses jours comme elle, sans souci, sans inquietude, sans degout, sans tristesse, dans la felicite des sens et de la chair?" Because he can not! The pleasures of life, however varied, and grateful though they may be at the time, soon wither on the palate; and then, when we appreciate at last the knowledge of their dust and ashes, their Dead Sea-apple constituency, we _must_ turn to something better, something higher--the joys of which are more lasting and whose flavour proceeds from some less evanescent substance. Such were my reflections now; and, in my abasement and craving for "the one good thing," I thought of the kind vicar. During all the time of my rioting and sin, I had never been near either him or Miss Pimpernell. I would not have profaned the sanctuary of their dwelling with my presence! Both had tried to see me--in vain; for, I had separated myself entirely from all my former friends and acquaintances, burying the early associations of my previous life in the slough of the Bohemian-boon- companionship, into which I had thrown myself in London. The kind vicar had written to me a long, earnest, touching letter, which did not reproach me in the least but invited me to confide in him all my troubles; and, the dear old lady, also, had sent me many an appeal that she might be allowed to cheer me. But, I had not taken notice of their pleadings, persevering still in evil and shutting my ears to friendly counsels--as I likewise did to the voice of reason speaking in my inner heart. Now, however, in my misery, I bethought me of these friends. I went shame-faced and mentally-naked, like the prodigal son, once more to the vicarage. And how did they receive me? With the pharisaical philosophy of Miss Spight's school, looking on me as a "goat," with whom they had nothing to do:--"a lost soul," without the pale of their pity and almost below the par of their contempt? Not so! Dear little Miss Pimpernell got up from her arm-chair in the corner, and kissed me--the first time she had done such a thing since I was a little fellow and had sat upon her knee; while, the vicar shook me as cordially by the hand as he had ever done. "Dear Frank!" exclaimed the former. "Here you are at last. I thought you were never coming to us again!" That was all the allusion _she_ made to the past. "My boy," said the vicar, "I am glad to see you." That was al
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