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will not--good-bye--I must go now. Good-bye, Andrea,--it is late--let me go.' She drew her hands out of the young man's clasp, and, successfully throwing off the dangerous languor that was creeping over her, she prepared to rise. 'Then why did you come?' he asked almost roughly, and preventing her from doing so. Slight as was the force he used, she frowned. She paused before answering. 'I came,' she said in measured accents and looking her lover full in the eyes--'I came because you asked me. For the sake of the love that was once between us, for the manner in which that love was broken and for the long and unexplained silence of my absence I had not the heart to refuse your invitation. Besides, I wanted to say what I have said: that I am no longer yours--that I never can be again--never. That is what I wanted to tell you, honestly and frankly, to save you and myself all painful disillusionment, all danger or bitterness in the future.--Do you understand?' Andrea bowed his head almost to her knee in silence. She stroked his hair with a familiar gesture of old. 'And then,' she went on in a voice that thrilled him to the heart's core--'and then--I wanted to tell you--that I love you--love you as much as ever: that you are still the heart of my heart and that I will be the fondest of sisters to you, the best of friends--do you understand?' Andrea made no reply. She took his head between her hands and raised it, forcing him to look her in the face. 'Do you understand?' she repeated in a still lower, sweeter tone. Her eyes under the shadow of the long lashes were suffused with a pure and tender light, her lips were slightly open and trembling. 'No; you never loved me, and you do not love me now!' Andrea burst out at last, pulling Elena's hands from his temples and drawing away from her, for he was sensible of the fire that was kindling in his veins under the mere gaze of those eyes, and his regret at having lost possession of this fairest of women grew more bitter and poignant than before. 'No, you never loved me. You had the heart to strike your love dead at a blow--treacherously almost--just when it had reached its supremest height. You ran away, you deserted me, left me alone in my bewilderment, my misery, while I was still blinded by your promises. You never loved me--neither then nor now. And now, after such a long absence, so full of mystery, so silent and inexorable, after I have wasted the bloom o
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