FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   316   317   318   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340  
341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   >>  
hed with love. See how it shows itself in the tender and inimitable strain of this epistle. Does not this sweet ingenuousness bewitch you?" "It does so, and I love, beyond expression, the sweet girl; but my love is, in some inconceivable way, different from the passion which that _other_ creature will produce. She is no stranger to my thoughts. I will impart every thought over and over to her. I question not but I shall make her happy without forfeiting my own." "Would marriage with her be a forfeiture of your happiness?" "Not absolutely or forever, I believe. I love her company. Her absence for a long time is irksome. I cannot express the delight with which I see and hear her. To mark her features, beaming with vivacity; playful in her pleasures; to hold her in my arms, and listen to her prattle, always musically voluble, always sweetly tender, or artlessly intelligent--and this you will say is the dearest privilege of marriage; and so it is; and dearly should I prize it; and yet, I fear my heart would droop as often as that _other_ image should occur to my fancy. For then, you know, it would occur as something never to be possessed by me. "Now, this image might, indeed, seldom occur. The intervals, at least, would be serene. It would be my interest to prolong these intervals as much as possible, and my endeavours to this end would, no doubt, have some effect. Besides, the bitterness of this reflection would be lessened by contemplating, at the same time, the happiness of my beloved girl. "I should likewise have to remember, that to continue unmarried would not necessarily secure me the possession of the _other_ good----" "But these reflections, my friend," (broke she in upon me,) "are of as much force to induce you to marry, as to reconcile you to a marriage already contracted." "Perhaps they are. Assuredly, I have not a hope that the _fancied_ excellence will ever be mine. Such happiness is not the lot of humanity, and is, least of all, within my reach." "Your diffidence," replied my friend, in a timorous accent, "has not many examples; but your character, without doubt, is all your own, possessing all and disclaiming all,--is, in few words, your picture." "I scarcely understand you. Do you think I ever shall be happy to that degree which I have imagined? Think you I shall ever meet with an exact copy of _yourself_?" "Unfortunate you will be, if you do not meet with many better. Your Bess, in per
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   316   317   318   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340  
341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348   349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   >>  



Top keywords:

marriage

 

happiness

 
friend
 

tender

 

intervals

 
secure
 
unmarried
 
continue
 

necessarily

 

serene


possession
 

reflections

 

prolong

 
lessened
 
reflection
 
effect
 
bitterness
 

endeavours

 

contemplating

 
interest

likewise

 

Besides

 

beloved

 

remember

 

picture

 
disclaiming
 

examples

 

character

 

possessing

 

scarcely


understand

 

imagined

 
degree
 

Unfortunate

 

accent

 

Assuredly

 

fancied

 
Perhaps
 

contracted

 

reconcile


excellence

 

diffidence

 

replied

 

timorous

 

humanity

 
induce
 
thought
 

question

 

forfeiting

 

impart