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xpostulated, but in vain. "It will be better so, dear," Mrs. Orme had said. "It will teach the servants and people to think that he still respects and esteems you." "But he does not!" said she, speaking almost sharply. "How would it be possible? Ah, me--respect and esteem are gone from me for ever!" "No, not for ever," replied Mrs. Orme. "You have much to bear, but no evil lasts for ever." "Will not sin last for ever;--sin such as mine?" "Not if you repent;--repent and make such restitution as is possible. Lady Mason, say that you have repented. Tell me that you have asked Him to pardon you!" And then, as had been so often the case during these last days, Lady Mason sat silent, with hard, fixed eyes, with her hands clasped, and her lips compressed. Never as yet had Mrs. Orme induced her to say that she had asked for pardon at the cost of telling her son that the property which he called his own had been procured for him by his mother's fraud. That punishment, and that only, was too heavy for her neck to bear. Her acquittal in the law court would be as nothing to her if it must be followed by an avowal of her guilt to her own son! Sir Peregrine did come up stairs and handed her down through the hall as he had proposed. When he came into the room she did not look at him, but stood leaning against the table, with her eyes fixed upon the ground. "I hope you find yourself better," he said, as he put out his hand to her. She did not even attempt to make a reply, but allowed him just to touch her fingers. "Perhaps I had better not come down," said Mrs. Orme. "It will be easier to say good-bye here." "Good-bye," said Lady Mason, and her voice sounded in Sir Peregrine's ears like a voice from the dead. "God bless you and preserve you," said Mrs. Orme, "and restore you to your son. God will bless you if you will ask Him. No; you shall not go without a kiss." And she put out her arms that Lady Mason might come to her. The poor broken wretch stood for a moment as though trying to determine what she would do; and then, almost with a shriek, she threw herself on to the bosom of the other woman, and burst into a flood of tears. She had intended to abstain from that embrace; she had resolved that she would do so, declaring to herself that she was not fit to be held against that pure heart; but the tenderness of the offer had overcome her; and now she pressed her friend convulsively in her arms, as though there
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