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our services? Why linger, then, where you are no longer needed? I have that to perform which requires me to be alone, and I have no further time to spare you. Go--away!" "Do you really speak in earnest, captain?" inquired the lieutenant, doubtingly, and with a look of much concern. "Am I so fond of trifling, that my officer asks me such a question?" was the stern response. "Then I am your officer still--you will go with me, or I shall remain." "Neither, Dillon. The time is past for such an arrangement. You are discharged from my service, and from your oath. The club has no further existence. Go--be a happy, a better man, in another part of the world. You have some of the weaknesses of your better nature still in you. You had no mother to change them into scorn, and strife, and bitterness. Go--you may be a better man, and have something, therefore, for which to live. I have not--my heart can know no change. It is no longer under the guidance of reason. It is quite ungovernable now. There was a time when--but why prate of this?--it is too late to think of, and only maddens me the more. Besides, it makes not anything with you, and would detain you without a purpose. Linger no longer, Dillon--speed to the west, and, at some future day, perhaps you shall see me when you least expect, and perhaps least desire it." The manner of the outlaw was firm and commanding, and Dillon no longer had any reason to doubt his desires, and no motive to disobey his wishes. The parting was brief, though the subordinate was truly affected. He would have lingered still, but Rivers waved him off with a farewell, whose emphasis was effectual, and, in a few moments, the latter sat once more alone. His mood was that of one disappointed in all things, and, consequently, displeased and discontented with all things--querulously so. In addition to this temper, which was common to him, his spirit, at this time, labored under a heavy feeling of despondency, and its gloomy sullenness was perhaps something lighter to himself while Dillon remained with him. We have seen the manner in which he had hurried that personage off. He had scarcely been gone, however, when the inconsistent and variable temper of the outlaw found utterance in the following soliloquy:-- "Ay, thus it is--they all desert me; and this is human feeling. They all fly the darkness, and this is human courage. They love themselves only, or you only while you need no love; and th
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