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ur father's eyes. Go to Copenhagen, as you proposed at one time to do, and leave the rest to me. That will be best, I think." "To Copenhagen!" he exclaimed. "You issue thus coldly your edict of banishment! Are you implacable then, Miriam?" and the cold dew stood in beads on his now pallid brow as he rose before me. He had not fully realized his situation until now. "'Implacable' is scarcely the word for this occasion, Claude. It implies anger or hatred, it seems to me. Now, I feel neither of these--only the truest sympathy." "Your anger, your hatred, were far more welcome, Miriam--more natural under the circumstances. This cool philosophy in one so young is monstrous! Mock me no longer with your calm compassion--it maddens me--it sinks me below contempt!" He spoke gloomily, angrily, pushing away the clustering hair from his brow in the way peculiar to him when excited, as he proceeded, stamping slightly with his foot on the marble hearthstone in his impotent way. I could but smile! "I will not offend you further, Claude," I said, mildly. "Receive your ring;" and I gave him back the diamond cross on a black enamel ground set on its circle of gold that he had placed upon my finger as a pledge of our betrothal; an ominous one, surely--for another cross was now to be borne. "Understand me distinctly, Claude, all is finally at an end between us from this forever more! And now, farewell!" "Go, Miriam, go!" he murmured. "Leave me to my fate--I have deserved it all, and more. I have been weak and wicked--you shall not find me ungrateful. Go, queenly spirit! go, soul of tenderness, pity, and most unselfish faith, that ever folded its wings in human breast! go, and find a fitter mate! For me, the world is wide, I shall offend your gaze no more." Without another word I left him. I could not trust myself to speak. Too much of the past returned to render any further intercourse between us wise, or other than torture at that season. Besides, my confidence in him was gone forever, and with it had vanished respect, esteem, affection! CHAPTER VI. "What is this Claude is talking of, Miriam?" asked Mr. Bainrothe a day or two after the interview I have described in my last pages. "Copenhagen again--and he seems quite dispirited. He says you have sent him into banishment for a year, Miriam--a long probation truly!" "Our engagement was to have been for that length of time from the first," I said, evasively;
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