FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   662   663   664   665   666   667   668   669   670   671   672   673   674   675   676   677   678   679   680   681   682   683   684   685   686  
687   688   689   690   691   692   693   694   695   696   697   698   699   700   701   702   703   704   705   706   707   708   709   710   711   >>   >|  
se letters which Varhely had handed him, and with which Michel Menko had practically struck him the day of his marriage. Andras had kept them, reading them over at times with an eager desire for further suffering, drinking in this species of poison to irritate his mental pain as he would have injected morphine to soothe a physical one. These letters caused him a sensation analogous to that which gives repose to opium-eaters, a cruel shock at first, sharp as the prick of a knife, then, the pain slowly dying away, a heavy stupor. The whole story was revived in these letters of Marsa to Menko:--all the ignorant, credulous love of the young girl for Michel, then her enthusiasm for love itself, rather than for the object of her love, and then, again--for Menko had reserved nothing, but sent all together--the bitter contempt of Marsa, deceived, for the man who had lied to her. There were, in these notes, a freshness of sentiment and a youthful credulity which produced the impression of a clear morning in early spring, all the frankness and faith of a mind ignorant of evil and destitute of guile; then, in the later ones, the spontaneous outburst of a heart which believes it has given itself forever, because it thinks it has encountered incorruptible loyalty and undying devotion. As he read them over, Andras shook with anger against the two who had deceived him; and also, and involuntarily, he felt an indefined, timid pity for the woman who had trusted and been deceived--a pity he immediately drove away, as if he were afraid of himself, afraid of forgiving. "What did Varhely mean by speaking to me of pardon?" he thought. "Am I yet avenged?" It was this constant hope that the day would come when justice would be meted out to Menko's treachery. The letters proved conclusively that Menko had been Marsa's lover; but they proved, at the same time, that Michel had taken advantage of her innocence and ignorance, and lied outrageously in representing himself as free, when he was already bound to another woman. All night long Andras Zilah sat there, inflicting torture upon himself, and taking a bitter delight in his own suffering; engraving upon his memory every word of love written by Marsa to Michel, as if he felt the need of fresh pain to give new strength to his hatred. The next morning at breakfast, Varhely astonished him by announcing that he was going away. "To Paris?" "No, to Vienna," replied Yanski, who l
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   662   663   664   665   666   667   668   669   670   671   672   673   674   675   676   677   678   679   680   681   682   683   684   685   686  
687   688   689   690   691   692   693   694   695   696   697   698   699   700   701   702   703   704   705   706   707   708   709   710   711   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
letters
 

Michel

 

deceived

 

Andras

 

Varhely

 

suffering

 
proved
 

ignorant

 

morning

 

afraid


bitter
 

constant

 

justice

 
replied
 
speaking
 
trusted
 

immediately

 
indefined
 

involuntarily

 

forgiving


thought

 

pardon

 

Yanski

 

avenged

 

engraving

 
memory
 

delight

 
taking
 

inflicting

 

torture


strength

 

hatred

 

breakfast

 

astonished

 
written
 

announcing

 
advantage
 

innocence

 

Vienna

 

conclusively


ignorance

 

outrageously

 

representing

 
treachery
 

frankness

 
eaters
 
repose
 

caused

 
sensation
 
analogous