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n violent ebullition of temper. 'Mamma, it _can't_ be true. You are saying it to tease me. You--you and papa would never have settled it without telling me, without consulting Lady Myrtle, after all her goodness?' 'No,' replied Mrs Mildmay, arming herself for the contest by a resolute determination not to lose her self-control, however it might be tried; 'no, though a little reflection would show you that you should have more trust in your parents, dear Jacinth; it was _not_ done without consulting our kind old friend. And however she may regret it, I _know_ she respects your father's decision.' Jacinth looked up eagerly; a reaction of hope came over her. 'Mamma,' she said breathlessly, 'believe me, I don't mean to be either disrespectful or distrustful, but did Lady Myrtle say nothing against it? Is she perhaps going to do so when--when she has thought everything over?' 'She did say everything she could; she did use the strongest arguments she had: but she could not but see that your father's _motives_ were right, and so she saw it must be as he said,' replied Mrs Mildmay. A harder look crept over Jacinth's face; the eager, almost nervous, anxiety died out of it. 'There is something about all this that I do not understand,' she said. 'Unless you and papa mean to treat me as a baby, I think I have a right to know. I think Lady Myrtle would say so.' Mrs Mildmay felt much perplexed. Any approach to diplomacy, anything but perfect candour and frankness, was so foreign to her nature, that it was difficult for her not at once to speak out and explain the whole. But then, if she did so, she might be only sowing seeds of future bitterness. It was improbable, to say the least, that Jacinth had realised in any definite way Lady Myrtle's intentions with regard to her, seeing that the old lady had not announced them to her. 'All she can know is only that Lady Myrtle meant to do _something_,' reflected Jacinth's mother. 'It would be for her happiness, and for that of us all, that she should never know more.' Jacinth saw the trouble in her mother's face. 'Mamma,' she said, 'if you won't speak to me openly, I will ask Lady Myrtle herself.' Mrs Mildmay flushed. 'Jassie,' she said quietly, 'you do not mean it, but your tone sounds almost like a threat--to me--to your mother?' And in spite of herself, her voice trembled a little. But still Jacinth repeated coldly, 'I think I have a right to know.' At that
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