id not know
it. But, my dear, there is a pardon that can give you better peace than
mine."
"I think," muttered Tom, looking down--"I think I could say my prayers
again now, if--"
"If what, my dear?"
"If you would help me, as mamma used--"
There could be but one response to this speech.
Tom was still giddy and unwell, his whole frame affected by the troubles
of the last week, and Dr. May arranged him on the sofa, and desired
him to be quiet, offering to send Mary to be his companion. Tom was
languidly pleased, but renewed his entreaty, that his confession
might be a secret from his sisters. Dr. May promised, and Mary, quite
satisfied at being taken into favour, asked no questions, but spent
the rest of the morning in playing at draughts with him, and in having
inflicted on her the history of the Bloody Fire King's Ghost--a work
of Tom's imagination, which he was wont to extemporise, to the extreme
terror of much enduring Mary.
When Dr. May had called Mary, he next summoned Norman, who found him in
the hall, putting on his hat, and looking very stern and determined.
"Norman!" said he hastily, "don't say a word--it must be done--Hoxton
must hear of this."
Norman's face expressed utter consternation.
"It is not your doing. It is no concern of yours," said Dr. May,
walking impetuously into the garden. "I find my boy ill, broken down,
shattered--it is the usage of this crew of fellows--what right have I to
conceal it--leave other people's sons to be so served?"
"I believe they did so to Tom out of ill-will to me," said Norman, "and
because they thought he had ratted."
"Hush! don't argue against it," said Dr. May, almost petulantly. "I have
stood a great deal to oblige you, but I cannot stand this. When it is
a matter of corruption, base cruelty--no, Norman, it is not right--not
another word!"
Norman's words had not been many, but he felt a conviction that, in
spite of the dismay and pain to himself, Dr. May ought to meet with
submission to his judgment, and he acquiesced by silence.
"Don't you see," continued the doctor, "if they act thus, when your back
is turned, what is to happen next half? 'Tis not for Tom's sake, but how
could we justify it to ourselves, to expose other boys to this usage?"
"Yes," said Norman, not without a sigh. "I suppose it must be."
"That is right," said Dr. May, as if much relieved. "I knew you must see
it in that light. I do not mean to abuse your confidence."
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