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Rankin finally. "We ought to share more evenly." The doctor rose to go. "Generally I forget that we're of different generations," he said with apparent irrelevance, "but there are times when I feel it keenly." "Why now especially?" Rankin wondered. "I've stated a doctrine that is yours, too." "No; you wouldn't see, of course. Yes; it's my doctrine--in theory. I believe it, as people believe in Christianity. I should be equally loath to see anybody doubt it, or practice it. Ah, I'm a fool! Besides, I was born in Kentucky. And I'm sixty-seven years old." He shut the door behind him with emphasis. He was on his way to Bellevue to see Lydia. Knowing her tender heart, he had expected to see her drowned in grief over her father's death. Her dry-eyed quiet made him uneasy. That morning, he found her holding Ariadne on her knees and telling her in a self-possessed, low tone, which did not tremble, some stories of "when grandfather was a little boy." "I don't want her to grow up without knowing something of my father," she explained to the doctor. Her godfather laid a hand on her arm. "Don't keep the tears back so, Lydia," he implored. She gave him as great a shock of surprise as her mother had done. "If I could cry," she said quietly, "it would be because I feel so little sorrow. I do not miss my father at all--or hardly at all." The doctor caught at his chair and stared. "How should I?" she went on drearily. "I almost never saw him. I never spoke to him about anything that really mattered. I never let him know me--or anything I really felt." "What are you talking about?" cried the doctor. "You always lived at home." "I never lived with my father. He was always away in the morning before I was up. I was away, or busy, in the evening when he was there. On Sundays he never went to church as Mother and I did--I suppose now because he had some other religion of his own. But if he had I never knew what it was--or anything else that was in his mind or heart. It never occurred to me that I could. He tried to love me--I remember so many times now--and _that_ makes me cry!--how he tried to love me! He was so glad to see me when I got home from Europe--but he never knew anything that happened to me. I told you once before that when I had pneumonia and nearly died Mother kept it from him because he was on a big case. It was all like that--always. He never knew." Dr. Melton broke in, his voice uncertain, h
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