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"What's the matter? It was so good--so good." "It wasn't good enough for Julia," Nick declared. "For Julia? Is Julia so great as that? She told me she had the greatest regard for you. You're good enough for the best, my dear boy," Mr. Carteret pursued. "You don't know me: I _am_ disappointing. She had, I believe, a great regard for me, but I've forfeited her good opinion." The old man stared at this cynical announcement: he searched his visitor's face for some attenuation of the words. But Nick apparently struck him as unashamed, and a faint colour coming into his withered cheek indicated his mystification and alarm. "Have you been unfaithful to her?" he still considerately asked. "She thinks so--it comes to the same thing. As I told you a year ago, she doesn't believe in me." "You ought to have made her--you ought to have made her," said Mr. Carteret. Nick was about to plead some reason when he continued: "Do you remember what I told you I'd give you if you did? Do you remember what I told you I'd give you on your wedding-day?" "You expressed the most generous intentions; and I remember them as much as a man may do who has no wish to remind you of them." "The money's there--I've put it aside." "I haven't earned it--I haven't earned a penny of it. Give it to those who deserve it more," said Nick. "I don't understand, I don't understand," Mr. Carteret whimpered, the tears of weakness in his eyes. His face flushed and he added: "I'm not good for much discussion; I'm very much disappointed." "I think I may say it's not my fault--I've done what I can," Nick declared. "But when people are in love they do more than that." "Oh it's all over!" said our young man; not caring much now, for the moment, how disconcerted his companion might be, so long as he disabused him of the idea that they were partners to a bargain. "We've tormented each other and we've tormented you--and that's all that has come of it." His companion's eyes seemed to stare at strange things. "Don't you care for what I'd have done for you--shouldn't you have liked it?" "Of course one likes kindness--one likes money. But it's all over," Nick repeated. Then he added: "I fatigue you, I knock you up, with telling you these troubles. I only do so because it seems to me right you should know. But don't be worried--everything's for the best." He patted the pale hand reassuringly, inclined himself affectionately, but Mr. Carteret wa
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