ncouraging. But after
an instant he added in a tone more personal: "Don't disappoint me, dear
boy."
"Ah not willingly!" his visitor protested.
"I've told you what I should like to do for you. See that the conditions
come about promptly in which I _may_, do it. Are you sure you do
everything to satisfy Mrs. Dallow?" Mr. Carteret continued.
"I think I'm very nice to her," Nick declared. "But she's so ambitious.
Frankly speaking, it's a pity for her that she likes me."
"She can't help that!" the old man charmingly said.
"Possibly. But isn't it a reason for taking me as I am? What she wants
to do is to take me as I may be a year hence."
"I don't understand--since you tell me that even then she won't take
back her word," said Mr. Carteret.
"If she doesn't marry me I think she'll never marry again at all."
"What then does she gain by delay?"
"Simply this, as I make it out," said Nick--"that she'll feel she has
been very magnanimous. She won't have to reproach herself with not
having given me a chance to change."
"To change? What does she think you liable to do?"
Nick had a pause. "I don't know!" he then said--not at all candidly.
"Everything has altered: young people in my day looked at these
questions more naturally," Mr. Carteret observed. "A woman in love has
no need to be magnanimous. If she plays too fair she isn't in love," he
added shrewdly.
"Oh, Julia's safe--she's safe," Nick smiled.
"If it were a question between you and another gentleman one might
comprehend. But what does it mean, between you and nothing?"
"I'm much obliged to you, sir," Nick returned. "The trouble is that she
doesn't know what she has got hold of."
"Ah, if you can't make it clear to her!"--and his friend showed the note
of impatience.
"I'm such a humbug," said the young man. And while his companion stared
he continued: "I deceive people without in the least intending it."
"What on earth do you mean? Are you deceiving me?"
"I don't know--it depends on what you think."
"I think you're flighty," said Mr. Carteret, with the nearest approach
to sternness Nick had ever observed in him. "I never thought so before."
"Forgive me; it's all right. I'm not frivolous; that I promise you I'm
not."
"You _have_ deceived me if you are."
"It's all right," Nick stammered with a blush.
"Remember your name--carry it high."
"I will--as high as possible."
"You've no excuse. Don't tell me, after your speeches at
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