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question, indeed, was already half uttered, when her eyes went beyond him and she broke off short. Pierre himself was quietly entering through the companion door. He bowed to her in his abrupt way, and signed to the lad to continue his task. "He understands no English," he said. "You do not object to his presence?" She replied in the negative, though in her heart she wished he had dismissed him. She could not meet his eyes before a third person. It added tenfold to her embarrassment. But when he seated himself near her, she did venture a fleeting glance at him, and was amazed unspeakably by what she saw. For his face was haggard and drawn like the face of a sick man, and every hint of arrogance was gone from his bearing. He looked beaten. He began to speak at once, jerkily, unnaturally, almost as if he also were embarrassed. "I have something to say to you," he said, "which I beg you will hear with patience. It concerns your future--and mine." The strangeness of his manner, his obvious dejection, the amazing humility of his address, combined to endue Stephanie with a composure she had scarcely hoped to attain. She found herself able to look at him quite steadily, and did so. It was he who--for the first time in her recollection--avoided her eyes. "What is it, Monsieur Dumaresq?" she asked quietly. His hands were gripped upon the arms of his chair. He seemed to be holding himself there by force. "Just this," he said. "I find that your estimate is after all the correct one. You have always regarded me as a blackguard, and a blackguard I am. I am not here to apologise for it, simply to acknowledge my mistake, for, strange as it will seem to you, I took myself for something different. At least when I gave you my word I thought I was capable of keeping it. Well, it is broken, and, that being so, I can no longer hold you to yours. Do you understand, Mademoiselle Stephanie? You are a free woman." For an instant he looked at her, and an odd thrill of pity ran through her for his humiliation. She said nothing. She had no words in which to express herself. Moreover, her eyes were suddenly full of unaccountable tears. She could not have trusted her voice. After a moment he resumed. "There is only one thing left to say. In two days we shall be in British waters. I will land you wherever you wish. But you shall not go from me to earn your own living. You will accept--you shall accept"--she heard the s
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