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e they brought to their possessor. 'And yet,' cried he, 'they don't know one-half of me! What would they say if they knew that it was I wrote the great paper on Turkish Finance in the _Memorial Diplomatique_, and the review of it in the _Quarterly_; that it was I who exposed the miserable compromise of Thiers with Gambetta in the _Debuts_, and defended him in the _Daily News_; that the hysterical scream of the _Kreuz Zeitung_, and the severe article on Bismarck in the _Fortnightly_, were both mine; and that at this moment I am urging in the _Pike_ how the Fenian prisoners must be amnestied, and showing in a London review that if they are liberated, Mr. Gladstone should be attainted for high treason? I should like well to let them know all this; and I'm not sure I would not risk all the consequences to do it.' And then he as suddenly bethought him how little account men of letters were held in by the Lady Maudes of this world; what a humble place they assigned them socially; and how small they estimated their chances of worldly success! 'It is the unrealism of literature as a career strikes them; and they cannot see how men are to assure themselves of the _quoi vivre_ by providing what so few want, and even they could exist without.' It was in a reverie of this fashion he walked the streets, as little cognisant of the crowd around him as if he were sauntering along some rippling stream in a mountain gorge. CHAPTER LXXIII A DARKENED KOOM The 'comatose' state, to use the language of the doctors, into which Gorman O'Shea had fallen, had continued so long as to excite the greatest apprehensions of his friends; for although not amounting to complete insensibility, it left him so apathetic and indifferent to everything and every one, that the girls Kate and Nina, in pure despair, had given up reading or talking to him, and passed their hours of 'watching' in perfect silence in the half-darkened room. The stern immobility of his pale features, the glassy and meaningless stare of his large blue eyes, the unvarying rhythm of a long-drawn respiration, were signs that at length became more painful to contemplate than evidences of actual suffering; and as day by day went on, and interest grew more and more eager about the trial, which was fixed for the coming assize, it was pitiable to see him, whose fate was so deeply pledged on the issue, unconscious of all that went on around him, and not caring to know an
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