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n a queer, even tone. "Of course it would," she answered, without looking at him. "As you know, I have lived, from my standpoints, an extraordinarily unconventional life, but that was because I knew myself and was safe. But--I have never done anything like this before in my life." "You have never been in the same position," he reminded her. "There has never been any one else to consider except yourself." "True enough," she admitted, "but oughtn't that to make one all the more careful? I loved seeing you when I came in, and I have loved our few minutes together, but I am getting a little nervous. Do you see that it is past two o'clock?" "There is no one to whom you are accountable for anything in life except to me," he told her passionately. She laughed softly but a little uneasily. "Dear Andrew," she said, "there is my own sense of what is seemly and--must I use the horrid word?--my reputation to be considered. As it is, you may be seen leaving the house in the small hours of the morning." A little shiver passed through him. All the splendid warmth of living seemed to be fading away from his heart and thoughts. He was back again in that empty world of unreal persons. Jane had been a dream. This kindly faced, beautiful but anxious girl was not the Jane to whose arms he had come hotfoot through the streets. "I ought not to have come," he muttered. "Dear, I don't blame you in the least," she answered, "only be very careful as you go out. If there is any one passing in the street, wait for a moment." "I understand," he promised. "I will take the greatest care." He took up his hat and coat mechanically. She thrust her arm through his and led him to the door, looking furtively into his face as though afraid of what she might find there. Her own heart was beginning to beat faster. She was filled with a queer sense of failure. "You are not angry with me, Andrew? You know that I have been happy to see you?" "I am not angry," he answered. There was a little choking in her throat. She felt the rush of strange things. Her eyes sought his, filled with almost terrified anticipation. It chanced that he was looking away. She clenched her hands. His moment had passed. "There is something else on your mind, Andrew, I know, but to-night we cannot talk any longer," she said, in something resembling her old tone. "Be very careful, dear. To-morrow--you will come to-morrow." He walked down the hall with th
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