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e it gave him, heedless or reckless of consequences. Between them, in vastly different degrees, these two women seemed to have brought him back something of his youth. The silence became noticeable, led him at last into a certain measure of alarm. "Lady Jane," he ventured, "have I said anything to offend you?" "Of course not," she answered, looking at him kindly. "You are very silent. Are you afraid that I am going to attempt to make love to you?" She was startled in earnest this time. She sat up and looked at him disapprovingly. There was a touch of the old hauteur in her tone. "How can you be so ridiculous!" she exclaimed. "Would it be ridiculous of me?" "Does it occur to you," she asked, "that I am the sort of person to encourage attentions from a man who is not free to offer them?" "I had forgotten that," he admitted, quite frankly. "Of course, I see the point. I have a wife, even though of her own choosing she does not count." "She exists." "So do I." Jane broke into a little laugh. "Now we are both being absurd," she declared, "and I don't want to be and I don't want you to be. Of course, you can't look at things just as I do. You belong to a very large world. You spend your life destroying obstacles. All my people, you know," she went on, "look upon me as terribly emancipated. They think my mild socialism and my refusal to listen to such a thing as a chaperon most terribly improper, but at heart, you know, I am still a very conventional person. I have torn down a great many conventions, but there are some upon which I cannot bring myself even to lay my fingers." "Perhaps it wouldn't be you if you did," he reflected. "Perhaps not." "And yet," he went on, "tell me, are you wholly content here? Your life, in its way, is splendid. You live as much for the benefit of others as for yourself. You are encouraging the right principle amongst your yeomen and your farmers. You are setting your heel upon feudalism--you, the daughter of a race who have always demanded it. You live amongst these wonderful surroundings, you grow into the bigness of them, nature becomes almost your friend. It is one of the most dignified and beautiful lives I ever knew for a woman, and yet--are you wholly content?" "I am not," she admitted frankly. "And listen," she went on, after a moment's pause, "I will show you how much I trust you, how much I really want you to understand me. I am not completely happy
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